today is almost friday!

sunday, august 24, 2008.
5:47pm
my brother mike is in a rehabilitation facility right now as i speak.
i think he is going to be in there for at least another week cause i think he started in there on monday or tuesday and his consouler said that it was a two week treatment program.
yesterday mom and i had to go to this place up in brighton where michael is staying and we pretty much spent the whole afternoon there.
i didn't really want to go because i knew it was going to take the whole afternoon and now dad pretty much expects me to go next saturday as well.
i don't want to go because in the past mike has been a fucking pain in the ass...
yeah i know that your going to say that i should be more caring and so forth but you haven't lived with him like i have.
you don't know much of a fucking pain in the ass he has been over the years.
i hate him but by default i love him because he is my fucking brother.
anyways on saturday i had to go with mom out to brighton to see our wondeful little mike.
mike is my younger brother and he is twenty five years old, and i'm almost two years older than him.
or maybe he's only twentyfour still.
i went over to my parent's house yesterday morning at about ten a.m. and we left at about ten thirty.
my mom drove which made me a little uneasy and add to that the stress that i already felt for having to go to this hospital place to see my brother.
so we got there at about 11:45a.m. and we had to wait until noon to see mike.
we met him in their gym and most of the other people that came to visit the other patients that were staying there had brought lunches.
my mother and i didn't know that we could do that.
mike had been eating lunch in the patients cafeteria so, i don't think he even knew that we were here to see him, it took him a little while before he came and spent time with us in the gym.
after all of the other patients came in and sat down with their visitors we were still waiting for mike.
so i went up to the front desk and asked if my brother knew that we were here to see him.
so i think we spent a little less than an hour with him and then he went to this meeting that he had with the counsouler and we were supposed to go to a meeting as well.
i decided that i was going to get lunch instead and mom said that she would go to the meeting.
before she went to the meeting i told her that the meeting is probably going to be an introduction to the program that they run here and try to make us understand what it is that the patients here are going through.

handball looks like an interesting sport.

this was written on thursday as the date below indicates, but today is sunday several days later.

today is thursday, august fourteenth, two thousand and eight.
10:42pm
8-14-2008
right now i am at home which is now what used to be my mom's place.
it an apartment complex within the city of fraser.
my mom lives with my dad and my brother is in the hospital.
my brother is in the hospital again.
i think dad and i took mike into the hospital on monday...
lets see...
today is thursday and last night mike, my wonderful brother, was not here last night...
and yesterday my day wanted me to go into the hospital to see mike but i didn't and i knew i had to see him at least once at the hospital, that was wednesday...
yeah we took him to the hospital on monday.
after dad drove me back on monday night he told me to call him after i got out of work on tuesday, which i did.
or maybe it was on tuesday that we brought him into the hospital.
anyways....my brother mike didn't show up to work so his boss called my dad and my dad went over to our place and went to see what was going on.
dad couldn't get into the house so he came and picked me up while i was on my walk and we found mike on the couch.
he was speaking in a really mumbled voice and his arm and legs were all shaky...he could not even undress himself.
it was really bad.
yesterday my dad was saying that the doctor was saying that there was some sort of pressure build up in his head and they might have to do surgery to releave the pressure.
but they didn't do that.
it turns out that he had a seizure because he was drinking too much and after the nurse left the room he told dad that it might of also of been because he took like ten of his pills at once when he was drunk.
dad spoke to mike about how he was in the hospital because he was drinking way too much and that his beer drinking was slowly killing him.
i think he said that mike had been to the emergency room like six times in the past two years because of his alcohol abuse.
anyways, mike is still in the hospital.
maybe more on this tomorrow.
right now its past my bed time so i actually have to go purchase a new tooth brush and then i am going to come back and get ready for bed.
good night.

my legs hurt.

about eleven pm.
saturday
august 9th, 2008.
i am at my place right now and the weather has been kind of rainny all day which sucks cause i wasn't able to go for my walk today.
i have the olympics on the tv right now but i'm not watching it, i'm just listening to it.
as i have stated previously my name is alberto bryant the fourth (IV), but i don't have a middle name and all of the people that i know don't have a last name or a middle name.
i watched michael phelps win his first gold medal at this olympics but other than that i don't really have any interest in watching the swimming events.
the girls in their bathing suits don't look really attractive and none of them have big boobs so their really isn't anything to watch.
but maybe the expensive new swim suits their using are making their boobs smaller for the sake of being faster.
beach volleyball is one of the sports i would like to watch because i like to play the sport, but the girls i have seen so far are skinny and they have small boobs...i'm assuming thats because their in good athletic shape.
and the other sport that i'm really interesting in watching is soccer.
i like soccer.
apparently they added bmx racing to the olympics but i'm not really interested in watching that simply because its just racing.
i worked this morning, i started at eight a.m.
this morning i got up at six and i came downstairs to use the bathroom and instead of going back upstairs to take a shower i went back to sleep until seven a.m.
or maybe i just slept until six-fortyfive, i don't remember.
so when i got up i went and got ready for work and i stopped at burger king for breakfast.
i got two egg and cheese crosaints...i really like those sandwhiches.
i worked until about one p.m. and then i went home.
the saturdays that i do work are only from eight in the morning to twelve or one.
when i went home after work i got changed out of my scrubs and i changed into my shorts and i went and got lunch down the street from quiznos.
after lunch i took a nap until four thirty i think.
after i got up i went to mom and dad's house to do my laundry and then i came back here with the intention of going for a walk.
right as i was about to go for a walk it started to rain again.
it was raining and thundering a little when i was taking my nap but it didn't keep me up or anything.
i think that is it for now.
maybe some more tomorrow.

i'm missing a nut, a lug nut.

almost 9:30pm
august 6, 2008
8-6-08
this is my second entry into my journal blog.
i think the web address for this particular blog is www.albertobryantiv.blogspot.com.
i'm not really alberto bryant the fourth.
alberto bryant IV is my pen name.
i basically started this blog because i was hopeing to really let loose on all this shit inside of my head.
i have an email account that i write these journals in and then i copy it over to my blog and in the blog i edit it and then publish it.
i don't edit much, just enough to not give my identity away.
so as i think i mentioned before i will be changing all of the names here except for the famouse people.
or maybe i'll just use a different name when talking about myself.
maybe i should just stick with saying my name as alberto bryant.
yeah i think that is a better idea or ideal...just keep it as alberto bryant.
so my name isn't what i told you it was.
when the blogger people finish with their update on their thing then i'll go and check over my blog and make sure i didn't mention my real name.
i'm going to have to talk to my dad about getting a new phone and talk to chris about what it is that he does at his job and if i could get a job there or if it would be worth my time to go to school for it.
my cousin sarah, i think that is her name...
she is getting married sometime in december down in cancun mexico and my coworker angela is getting married around the same time in las vegas.
i don't think angela is elopeing or something like that.
as she said it, "i'm kind of in a hurry here..."
what she meant was that she is going to be thirty one in a couple of months i think and she is in a hurry to make a baby and get married.
so i'm guessing that by this time next year she'll be preggers.
which is cool because i think she would be a great mom and i think she would look damn sexy as a pregnant chick.
if i was the one that got her pregnant i would still have sex with her after she started to look pregnant.
i'm not going to either wedding which makes it easier for me because i don't have to spend any money and i don't have to put up with all the nervousness that i would go through.
i mentioned on monday that i had bought new tires for my car...i think its making a big difference in my gas mileage which is really cool and i feel less stress.
when i pulled out of the parking lot at goodyear tire i felt like some weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.
and as i told you as well i had my self a little celebration.
my car has at least one less lug nut on the car so tomorrow after work if i happen to remember i will take a look at the rest of my tires to make sure i'm not missing anymore lug nuts.
the one that i noticed that was missing is the front passenger side tire or rim.
the rest of the rims have the little cover on them that cover the lug nuts so tomorrow after work i'll have to take a look and see if i can get those covers off and see if all of my lug nuts are still there.
and then i will have to go to the car store like murrays or something and get replacements for my missing lug nuts.
i think on monday i also mentioned that i was going to stop masturbating...
yeah well i didn't.
i jerked off this morning in the shower.
tomorrow morning before i take a shower i should shave my face.
i know your saying that i should shower and then shave but i don't do it like that.
i take my shower after i shave because that way i know all of the shaving cream left on my face gets washed off.
i have this fantacy that lots and lots of people will read this blog everyday and then some company will knock on my door and give me lots and lots of money to continue to write this blog.
i don't really know what else to write for now.
tomorrow i'll go over to my blog and copy that first journal entry into this email and then i'll add this new journal entry and do a little bit of editing to it and copy that edition to this email account as well.

i just bought new tires for my car.

this a new blog that i will be using for my journal from time to time.
i started this blog because i am lonely...
i really don't think i will be updating this blog all that often because i want to concentrate on writing stories of fiction.
i have other blogs which i won't mention here, or i should say that i won't put links to them up here because i really don't want the two to be linked together.
alberto bryant is not my real name and everyone that i talk about in here will have their names changed as well.
what i mean is that i will use fake names for each person i talk about in here unless their really famous.
what i don't mean is that the people mentioned in here have changed their names simply because i talked about them on this world famous blog.
i hope to one day soon become a world famous writer because i want to get laid and i want to make enough money writing fictional stories so i can quit my day job working at the doctor's office in the cat scan department.
i don't really want to become famouse because i don't really want all that attention, but on the other hand i do want attention for my writing.
i would be happy with enough (put amount of money) money so that i can quit my day job without being world famous for my writing.
as the title of this blog entry implies i have indeed purchased new tires for my car.
well, its not really my car.
its actually my dad's car but the new tires have bought me some time to look for a new car.
for a couple of weeks i was actually thinking that i was going to settle for the first decent used car i could purchased but i think i am going to start seriously looking into buying a new car.
next weekend i am going to have my dad help me put new spark plugs in the car so that hopefully it will stop stalling when it sits for too long.
i was so thrilled that i had finally gone over to the car shop to get new tires that i decided to reward myself by masturebating after the walk i took and then a couple of minutes ago i jerked off again to some free video on the internet.
from this point forth, i am not going to jerk off anymore.
don't go to porn hub dot com because they put some sort of cookie or virus onto your computer when you go there, but on the other hand some of their movies are really entertaining.
tomorrow after work i'm going to go get a hair cut at the place down the street.
i think that is it for today.
i am going to get ready for bed now.