presto manifesto

Right now I am at the macomb community college down the street from where I live.
Today I left work at about two thirty because one of the boss ladies said I could go home earlier since I have so much personal time that I need to use up and the cat scan machine was having some preventive maintianence later in the afternoon.
So I left work a little after I finished having lunch.
I normally leave at four thirty.
I got a cheese burger from the wendy's just down the street from where I work.
The cheese burger was greasy and I think it was overcooked.
It had the taste of the grill on it and I didn't get any french fries for lunch because I am trying to, although not very hard to, lose weight.
So I was hungry for the rest of the day because I didn't eat enough for lunch and the lunch that I did consume did not taste really good.
Right before I ate lunch today is when my boss told me I could go home early and after she told me that I thought I could go to the gym and then go out to lakeside mall to buy a pretzel and some of those expensive chocolate chip cookies simply because I got to go home early from work in the middle of the week.
You have to reward yourself once and awhile.
the problem was i reward myself a little to often probably.
after lunch i took care of some paper work and i put some charts away.
well, what I really did was go home right after work and I took a nap because I didn't really have enough energy after lunch to go to the gym.
after i got out of bed from my nap, i think i originally set the alarm for an hour but I ended up reseting the alarm at least once for an extra thirty minutes.
so i ended up sleeping for an hour and a half or maybe two hours.
yesterday i cleaned up the bathroom on the mainfloor and I went for a walk since i didn't go to the gym after work.
i might go for a walk after i get home from here or i might just go for a walk around the track a couple of times before i leave the school.
anyways, i need to do some cleaning in the house tonight before i go to bed.
i know that since i took a nap today after work i probably will have trouble falling asleep so i might as well stay up a little later than usual and put it to good use.
i also have to take my clean clothes out of the laundry basket and hang them up so they hopefully don't look too wrinkled tomorrow.
this morning i thought that i could start a new fashion thing by always wearing my clothes really wrinkled, no maybe not because i don't think they would understand.
but maybe i could write a short story about the wrinkled mafia, they wear wrinkled clothes because their faces are wrinkled from some sort of industrial accident?
earlier today after i got home from the mall i was still hungry from lunch and it was about six pm at the time so i thought about haveing an early dinner and i also thought about going for a walk before dinner.
i usually eat dinner at about seven pm.
six pm would be a really early dinner for me.
most men that i know have been to a strip club at some point in their life times, but i've never been.
anyways, i decided to play chess on my computer for a little bit and then go and have dinner.
before i got my second laptop i played chess on my first laptop a lot and i actually won a lot, but that was because it was on the first level and when i would make a really bad mistake i would usually go back and make a different move.
now when i play chess on my laptop i still play the same chess program and i still am playing on the first level but i'm no longer using the back or redo button to change my mistakes.
granted i'm not winning as much games, but i am winning some.
i think in the next couple of weeks i'll be ready to move up to the next level.
life and chess are not as easy when you don't use the redo button.
anyways, after chess i got this brillant ideal to go to wendys and eat my dinner at the schools library right across the street and then afterwards i could use one of the computers to right a big long journal entry on my blog since i haven't really written a lot recently.
and then after that i would still have time to come back home and do some cleaning because the library closes at eight forty five i think.
so that is what i am doing right now.
or maybe the libray closes at nine fourty five, i'm not sure.
after all these years and writing so many journals i still don't know how to correctly use ideal or idea.
anyways, i've never been to a strip club.
in the past my friend chris and my little brother has asked me if i wanted to go the strip club.
i guess i was just to embarrassed to go, i was afraid that i was going to pay to have a lap dance and then i would blow my load and make a big mess or i would get so nervous that i would throw up on the dancer.
the library closes at nine o'clock the librarian lady just said to some other guy that is sitting a couple of rows in front of me.
the librarian lady is going around turning off the computers and they just turned off the lights at eight fourty five.
so i guess that is it.
ciao.

I will go to the gym later today after I eat lunch.

7/25/2009
10:03pm
I just got back from my dad’s house…
I have to get my laundry from the car so you’re going to have to wait a minute...
A couple of minutes later...
I just had to go out to the car to get my laundry that I went over to my dad’s house to pick up.
My dad and I both live in the metro detroit area but we have our own places, I think we both live in macomb county, but I don’t own a clothes washing machine and dryer so I have to go over there each weekend to wash my clothes.
My place doesn’t have a cable internet hookup either and I don’t pay for any internet so my laptop, that I am using right now to create this journal, is at the mercy of the wireless connections around here.
Lately the wireless internet god has not been paying attention to me because I can’t get a strong enough wireless connection to really do much as far as internet goes.
Editor note: Maybe if you sacrifice a goat or something in the name of the wireless internet god then maybe you'll get a better internet connection. On second thought maybe you shouldn't do any sacrificing because that can get kind of messy.
Last night I rediscovered the internet connection at my dad’s house so I was able to watch a couple of the dexter episodes.
And I did the same tonight as I was eating dinner at my dad’s house tonight.
After I am doneA with this journal entry I am going to watch the rest of the last dvd to the first season of true blood and then I will probably get ready for bed.
This is going a lot slower than I would like it too.
I’m sure you don’t really want to hear about the digestive problems that I have been having today.
I don’t really want to talk about my digestive problems anyways, so if you want me to tell you than your shit out of luck.
I am going to take a drink of my pop right now.
For the past week or two I have limited my self during the week to one pop in they morning and I have to tell you, its been kind of difficult to do that.
Each day some time after lunch when I was at work I would start to get a headache, but then I could have been getting the headaches because of my fucked up teeth.
Editor note to writer: So far over this weekend you have been drinking more than one pop during the day so I think the sacrifice that you made during the past week was in vain.
I am probably just now coming up to a half of a page now in this journal entry.
The goal is “write” a one page journal entry in a fast sort of way.
That isn’t the way I wanted to say it…
form of thought, trace of thought, something to do with thought sort of way.
Basically what I am trying to get at is that I just want to write a one page journal entry as fast I can by just writing whatever comes to mind first as long as its not fictional.
I know that artist such as writers and musicians sometimes say that they have a muse of some sort, I’m guessing now that muses usually only gravitate towards writers of fiction you know people that write novels instead of towards people that write journals.
Anyways, if anyone would like to apply for the position of vacancy that I have for a muse then please email me.
Be sure to include your name, age, gender, email address, and if you’re a female between the ages of 18 and about fourty then please include your photograph.
I really liked the tv show true blood.
The phrase that I was looking for was “train of thought” I think.
Tomorrow I am going to clean up my place like hardcore so that I can get my dad over here to put in my air conditioners.
Every year it’s the same damn thing, I always wait a little too long to have my air conditioner put in for what ever reason.
What else should I tell you about now.
I really wish that netflix was able to send my dvd’s to me faster.
Their thing was that they would send it to you the next day.
Its never seem to be that way with me.
If I put this dvd in the mail on Monday morning then I will probably get my next dvd by Wednesday or thursday.
I really should be writing more journals but I try to avoid it, I guess I have this love hate relationship with writing.
I don’t know what else to say now.
That’s it for now.
By bye.
Good night.

I still have to take a shower and brush my teeth.

7/23/2009
9:16pm
I just got back from macomb community college which is just down the street from me, the one on twelve and hayes.
I went there after I stopped at wendy’s to pick up dinner.
The plan was to eat my wendy’s and watch the tv show dexter using their wireless internet.
I was pretty sure that they had wireless internet so I took my laptop computer with me to watch dexter as I ate dinner since I was having connection problems at my place for the past week or two.
I am happy now that I have watched the next episode of dexter on the netflix website.
Like I said my wireless internet has been giving my trouble.
Its not really my wireless internet connection since I’m just using the wireless connections that are just floating around my house.
Its almost Friday so over the weekend I am going to do two things that I have been kind of avoiding:
the first thing I’ve been avoiding is my dad.
I am going to make it a point to get a hold of my dad and have lunch with him.
The second thing that I have been avoiding is cleaning up my house.
I am going to clean up my house this weekend so that I can have my air conditioners put in this weekend.
That is something that I should of done a long time ago.
I think I am going to call it quits for tonight.

I shouldn't drink so much pop.

Monday, July 13, 2009
6:14pm
532 words
From now on Mondays right after work is going to be the time when I sit at my computer and create a new journal entry.
Last week my coworker Mary said that they were considering legalizing pot.
She didn’t really go into any details but she seemed convinced that it would actually happen soon.
I’m assumming that she meant that it was going to be federal law instead of just a state law.
If did all of sudden become legal to sell and grow pot then I would consider becoming a farmer.
After dinner I’m going to do something.
I’m not sure what, but I will do something.
I should probably do some grocery shopping after dinner.
Tomorrow after work I’ll deposit my check at the bank and then I’ll go to the gym.
After dinner tomorrow I’ll clean the first floor bathroom.
And then the next day I’ll clean the kitchen and then front room.
And then the next day I’ll clean my bedroom.
Or maybe I’ll just stop going to the gym until I finish cleaning up my place.
Last week I received the first dvd of the first season of the tv show true blood in the mail from that company.
I really liked it.
It was only the first two episodes but the dvd also had commentary on the those two episodes so I watched those as well.
It was either yesterday or Saturday that I went up to borders bookstore to check out the book that the tv show I mentioned above is based on.
I think the name of the book is called dead until dark.
I read maybe the first half of the first chapter and I wasn’t really impressed so I didn’t purchase the book.
I need to have my car washed and I need to clean out the inside of the car.
The windshield has these water spots on them that won’t come out after I hit the windshield washer thing.
That is my one big complaint about my car.
The winshield wipers don’t really work that well.
My friend chris and I talked on the phone Thursday night and we agreed to do something together on Saturday or Sunday if he didn’t have to go to that training thing for work.
He found out Friday that he was going on the training thing for work and he called me on Friday but I didn’t call him back until Saturday afternoon.
It looks like I’m about half way finished with this page.
Part of me is now wishing that I took a nap instead of writing a journal.
After I eat dinner I’ll go grocery shopping and then I’ll come back home and go to bed.
I’m not really feeling it right now.
What else should I write about.
That’s not a question, it’s a statement.
I need to loose weight.
When I sleep on my side, I can prop my arm on my belly.
I don’t know what I want to really do right now, what I really mean is I don’t know what I should do.
I’m just going to take a short nap and then I’m going to have dinner.

happy fourth of july

7-4-2009
11:46pm
After I am done creating this new entry in my journal I am going to bed.
Happy fourth of july to you, and you.
My fourth of july was enjoyable, kinda.
I went to the gym before I left to go my aunt’s house with my mom.
The last time that we went to this particular aunt’s house…
forget it I’m just going to go to bed.
Goodnight.
I’ll try to write again tomorrow.

I just flossed my teeth.

Sunday, June 28, 2009
On Thursday Michael Jackson died of a apparent heart attack.
It really is unfortunate because he was only fifty years old, which is actually younger than my dad.
Way back in the day I was a fan of his music but to honest with you I don’t really care that he died because I guess I’m just that kind of person.
Like I said, its unfortunate that he had to die at such a young age, but then when anyone dies at such a young age I would say the same thing.
But since I’m not a fan of his music and he's not a really important world leader then it doesn’t really bother me all that much that he is dead.
I wouldn’t be all that surprised if we find out that his death had to do with drugs.
Also on Thursday my dad’s house lost power.
I think it was Thursday.
My brother called later that night asking about whether or not I lost power too.
I told him I had not lost power and he told me that they lost power at the house and that they would probably be coming over later.
They never actually came over but I ended up clearing off my kitchen table anyways so that my dad wouldn’t complain to me about how I should clean up the house more often.
I think I’m just going to get ready to go to sleep now.