I almost went to the gym today.

Saturday, December 27, 2008
5:53pm
This is my first journal entry using my “new” Microsoft word program.
When my dad got this laptop computer for me last Christmas I wasn’t really sure how to install this program so I didn’t really use it.
I would try to open the Microsoft works program but then it would ask for some sort of verification number that I didn’t have or know where to look for the number so I didn’t really use my laptop for what I wanted to use it most for.
I asked for a laptop for Christmas so that I could use it to write my first novel and so I look at porn on the internet.
A couple of days ago I noticed this icon on the desktop of my laptop for the Microsoft trial software and it gave me a link to follow to purchase this software from the Microsoft website.
So last night I went to the Microsoft website and purchased the software for my laptop and then I downloaded a bunch of updates for the software as well.
Yeah I know that’s retarded of me to hold off for so long before installing this basic software.
So now I will begin creating my journals and my writings of fiction from within my laptop computer instead of using one of my email accounts to write in and then sending it to myself.
I have another hour before I go to get my dinner so I have some time to kill.
I am going to save this and then I am going to try and see if I can somehow put a lock on the folder that I will store this in.
A little while later...
So I can’t put a password onto anyone of my folders but what I can do is add a guest account onto my computer.
That way when my dad has to borrow my laptop I can set it up to where he can not access my journals or all of the dirty pictures I have downloaded from the internet.
To set up the guest account I have to go to the start up menu and click on control panel and then click on the icon that says ‘user accounts’ I think.
And then I have to click on the icon that says ‘add user accounts’ and then it will bring up a screen that has two accounts, the guest account would be the one that I would have to select.
I had to work this morning.
I was there from eight a.m. to one p.m. but I didn’t have any patients.
I took care of the pull sheets for Monday and Tuesday and then I put away the charts from yesterday.
After that I helped put the Christmas decorations away and then after that I thought I would be able to leave. Nope.
I still had to call the patients for Monday to remind them about their appointment which wasn’t that big of a deal, but I just didn’t want to.
I wanted to go home and go back to bed.
The very last patient that I had to call was kind of a pain in the butt.
So while I was on the phone with him, he’s middle eastern but he speaks good English, he said that he had an allergy to shellfish.
Usually if your allergic to shellfish or seafood then that means that your also allergic to the iodine contrast dye that we use on most of the cat scan tests.
So he’s asking all these questions about whether or not we’re going to give him the dye and I tell him yes.
He then starts saying that he has a really bad allergy to shellfish so he’s telling me that I have to call the doctor.
So I ask him if we gave him Benadryl or if the doctor gave him a prescription to take before the test the last time he was here and he’s saying that he doesn’t remember and that I should know that because I have his records there.
So at this point I’m thinking, he has had a cat scan at least once a year for the past two years and each of them are the type of ct’s that we would usually give the iodine for but he can’t remember whether or not the doctor gave him steroids and Benadryl or if we just gave him some Benadryl.
So at that point I have to call the doctor.
so I call the doctor and the first phone number I call is to the office that the doctor is not at on Saturdays so they give me a number to one of the other offices.
I tried to explain to the girl who answered the phone that I needed to know whether or not this patient that will be in on Monday will be getting the dye or not because the patient is allergic to the dye.
So the girl on the other end of the line says she’ll give the note to the doctor and then she’ll call me back.
I call the patient back, I think his first name was Jamal, and I explain to him that since the doctor gave him medication to take before the test last time that he will have to have the same medication again if we’re going to do the test with the iodine.
But then I go on to explain to him that if the prescription that the doctor gave to him in order to have the test says to have the cat scan without the dye then we don’t need to worry about contacting the doctor.
I also explain to him that I did speak with the doctor’s office but I was still waiting to hear from the doctor.
Jamal was like, “well then we have to wait to hear from the doctor and I will give the doctor a call to see if we can have this taken care of.”
At this point I was like well I don’t really want to wait to hear from the doctor but then a couple of minutes later the doctor called.
I explained the situation to the doctor and she said that she would give the patient the medication to counteract the allergy, so that was taken care and then I realize that the patient’s insurance required a authorization number so I had to call the doctor’s office again.
The girl that answered said they would have to take care of it on Monday morning so hopefully they’ll be able to get that before the patient comes in on Monday.
After that I went upstairs to the filing room to help Teresa do some of the purging.
I think at that point Teresa and I would of left but she was waiting for the computer to copy the images from the cd of ct’s from some hospital.
After that I left and got lunch.
After lunch I took a nap and then I went to the bally’s on eight and harper to get my membership card.
I tried to get a membership card last night at the bally’s on mound but their computer was down.
I think that is it for now.

I have to go purchase a new lock.

Journal
Sunday, December 30th, 2007 at about 9:20pm.
It is Sunday night, the night before new year’s eve.
I have my brand new laptop computer and I spent a half hour trying to figure out how to make the computer capitalize the first letter of each sentence.
My brother and one of his friends, I forget what his name is, but they just left to go smoke marijuana.
Mike, my brother, brought his brand new bong with him.
I have to work tomorrow but I think I still only have one patient.
When I left work Saturday morning the schedule said only one patient for tomorrow morning and work hasn’t been open since Saturday morning so I’m pretty sure that I still only have one patient tomorrow morning.
This is the first time that I have used this program in my computer.
The computer asked for a product code or something and I have no clue as to what that is.
None of the paper work that came with my new toy had anything on it that said it was the product code so I didn’t type in the product code and its allowing me to use this program twenty three more times I think is what it said.
I have to talk to dad tomorrow sometime about the product code thing and the possibility of getting the actual Microsoft word or works from one of the stores online for me.
I’m not sure if this is the actual real Microsoft works or if its just some sort of free trial thingy.
I have to take an orange juice break.
Tomorrow before I leave work I am going to call Christopher to see what is up with him.
This program automatically capitalized the c in Christopher but it wouldn’t do that to the name chris.
I am sitting at the table in my townhouse place that I share with my brother Mike.
The computer didn’t capitalize the m in mike either but I guess that is understandable because mike can be short for microphone.
If this is the way that the real program is going to be like then its not that bad, I especially like the word count thingy in the lower left hand corner on here.
Its now 9:32pm and I usually go to bed at about eleven pm or I should say that is the time that I shoot for usually.
I should put the date and time at the top of these journal entries as well so I think that is what I am going to do now.
I am used to using the numbers on the right hand side of the keyboard on a regular computer but this laptop doesn’t have those numbers.
Instead it has a top row of numbers like all computers usually do.
Tomorrow is new year’s eve and my only real plans are to go to my dad’s house sometime after I get out of work.
Maybe tomorrow night I’ll just stay at dad’s house so that I can avoid the potential for noise and what not from mike the drunken mikrofone..
If I stay at dad’s house tomorrow night then I can stay on the internet as long as I want to and I get to go to sleep when ever I want to as long as its after midnight cause I don’t think my parents would really let me go to bed before midnight on new year’s eve.
They would be like, “is everything alright?...are you sure there is nothing wrong?”
Staying up that late should not be a problem because for the past several days I have been staying up past midnight.
I think I have been staying up past midnight since I got my new laptop computer.
I’ll call chris sometime tomorrow in the late morning before I leave work to see if maybe we could maybe meet for a dinner tomorrow or maybe even on new years day.
Would most places be open during their regular hours on new year’s day though, I know the Panera by the Macomb mall is only open until six pm on new year’s day but I would imagine that most of the bars would be open.
I already took my shower so that is why I have so much time right now to sit here and type my journal.
But anyways as I was in the shower I was thinking to myself that since I have so much stories to put on my fiction blog that I have somewhere on blogger.com I will only do the journal thing on the weekends and on the rest of the days I could put more time into putting those stories on my fiction blog.
I eventually want to start putting all of my journals on the fiction blog as well.
I could copy the journals that I have already created and put those on my fiction blog but when I put them on there I would change them and exaggerate on them greatly.
Maybe I will just start heading up to bed now since my eyes are tired.
I’m not having trouble keeping my eyes open its just that they are dry and I do feel tired but its not the kind of tired where I am having trouble keeping my eyes open but I am getting there.
Its about five minutes or so to ten pm.
I like this font better I think.
This is the times new roman font and the one that the computer came preset at was called Calibri.
Calibri is fine too because my some of my ancestors are from there…
I am assuming that Calibri has something to do with the town or city in southern Italy Calibria.
Anyways, I am going to get ready for bed now.
I like this font better because it shows the difference between a capital eye and a lower case el.

...bam bam bam i wanna be sedated...

thursday, december 18, 2008.
10:32pm
Tonight or early tomorrow its suppose to snow like cats and dogs so the drive in tomorrow morning could really interesting.
they're saying maybe as much as ten inches!
and then its going to snow again on sunday apparently.
i really need to start my christmas shopping on saturday and i don't know what to get anybody besides gift certificates.
i want to avoid giving gift certificates because that just seems too easy.
probably a week or two ago i received the movie cloverfield in my mail box from netflix.
i think i mentioned before that i do subscribe or would it be supscribe...to netflix.
its subscribe.
the problem with cloverfield is that its not playing on my laptop computer!
the last movie that i rented from netflix was 'perfume, the story of a murderer' which i thought was good, but not really amazing.
out of five stars it was a three and half to maybe a four and a half.
i think i'm going to start a new blog and add it on to this one...it'll be just for rating the movies that i rent.
i think that is what i'll do right now.

tomorrow or tonight its suppose to snow really heavily.

Monday
12-15-2008
10:35pm
Right now I am sitting at my table creating this journal just as i have before.
today at work wasn't that bad, we were really busy but the last hour or so got a little hairy.
my left wrist/arm/hand hurts, but i know its not from jerking off because i jerk off with my right.
on saturday night was the night that i was suppose to go to chili's or friday's with my friend chris and his friends.
it was friday's, anyways we were originally going to meet at the one on hall road and schoenner but sometime before that chris text messaged me to tell me that they were going to meet at the one on thirteen and dequindre.
the problem was that my new cell phone was already broken when he called me so i never go the call.
so i drove to hall and schoenner, which was more than ten miles from where i was located and the weather was starting to get really bad, and i go into chilis and call chris because i can't see him because their packed and he tells me that we're meeting at the one closer to home.
so i drive back towards home which is in that same general direction of the chilis where my friend is meeting me.
and all this time its raining and its cold out so there is the concern of slipping and sliding.
i didn't eat at chilis because i ate earlier and i'm a really picky eater and since i don't drink beer i only get a coke and i'm the first one to leave.
skipping ahead to what i did after work today...i went to the cell phone store to return my cell phone that doesn't work and it actually went really smoothly.
they said to me that their going to order me a new phone and it will hopefully be in by wednesday or thursday at the latest, they told me to hold onto the phone until i come and pick the new one up.
and they told me i don't have to pay a restocking fee or anything.
i wasn't going to pay a restocking fee or anything like that but i'm surprised that went so smoothly.
good night.

i like the tv show chuck.

today is sunday.
12-14-2008
10:05pm
I am at my house right now creating this journal entry.
I am going to turn on the tv right because i think there is a football game on television.
Its the dallas cowboys vs. the new york giants.
the detroit lions lost again and i think the game was blocked out again.
Yesterday or earlier today president shrub was in iraq giving his farewell speech to them and a iraqi reporter threw his shoes at bush.
in iraqi culture throwing your shoes at someone is a sign of disrespect or something.
my brand new cell phone that i got on friday is already in the box ready to take back to the store that i got it from.
sometime last month i went into this cell phone store, that my dad had gone to several months ago to get his new phone that happens to be down the street from where i work, and i told them that i wanted a new phone.
they looked up my contract and they told me that i could wait until december first to get the free upgrade for my cell phone, so that is what i decided to do.
while i was still there, sometime last month, they asked me what kind of phone i was looking for and i told them the kind of stuff i wanted to do with the phone and they recommended the blackberry curve.
they said for the blackberry curve i would have to only pay two hundred for it and then i would get a one hundred dollar mail in rebate if i waited until december first.
they asked what kind of .....
blah blah blah.
to make a long story short when i came back in on december first to get my phone they found out that the blackberry curve wasn't compatible with my cell phone plan.
my dad pays the cell phone bill so i have to get a phone that is compatible with that plan.
also the plan is in my dad's name so my dad was pissed that i purchased the phone and put it on his plan.
he complained to the people at the store saying that i was not allowed to make purchases and put them on his bill.
anyways, then they tried to get me to get another cell phone something like my dad's cell phone but without the windows operating system and the navigation thing.
i was going to get that one but then i changed my mind before i decided to pick that one up.
i decided that i was going to get the one my dad had, i think its called the treo palm 800 or something.
but i think it originally took the blackberry curve like a week or something to come in and then it took me awhile to figure out what phone i really wanted.
so anyways, on tuesday or wednesday i went into the cell phone store with my dad to tell them that i wanted the same phone that my dad had and we ordered it.
i picked the phone up on friday and then yesterday my dad was on the phone with the sprint people for like an hour trying to get my cell phone to work.
finally the tech support guy told my dad that since he still had the thirty day warranty on it to just take the phone back to the store we purchased it from to get a new phone.
my dad has the same cell phone and he hasn't had most of the same problems that i have had.
and its not like i'm retarded when it comes to computers and so fourth...the phone just isn't working properly and part of the problem is i think that the phone is so new that the people working for sprint don't even really know the phone yet.
also, the car charger i purchased when i went in on tuesday with my dad to order my new cell phone is actually the wrong car charger, its for a different treo palm phone.
so i need to take my brand new phone and bitch about how it doesn't work anymore and the car charger thing into the cell phone store after work tomorrow.
when your reading my blog you'll notice that there are two dates on each of my blog entries.
the very top one that is in fancy print is the date when this was published on my blog.
the second date that is in the same print as the body of the text is when the body of the text was originally written.
what i do is i type the journal as an email and i send it to myself and then at a later date i upload the journal entry up to my blog and i run it through the spell checking to make sure its proper to publish and then i publish it on my blog.
i guess that is it for now.
good night.

i float like a tornado, and i sting like a torpedo.

thursday
12-11-2008
10:00pm
Today as i have already stated is thursday, and tomorrow is friday and i think i get paid tomorrow but i don't know if i'll stop by work to pick up my check or not.
Tomorrow is also the day that i think i pick up my cell phone.
i really can't wait to get my new cell phone.
i really can't wait.
last night i shaved my pubes.
well, not really shaved...but i am pretty much bald down there now.
i use this stuff that you spread on over the hair and then you wait several minutes and then you wash it off.
the instruction tell you wait three minutes but i think i waited five or six minutes before i washed the stuff off.
anyways i think i'm going to be getting my new cell phone tomorrow but i'm going to wait until they call before i go and get my phone.
i think i might have to work saturday morning but i'm not exactly sure so i'll have to call work tomorrow and when i call i might as will ask if we get paid tomorrow as well.
today i purchase the harry potter book...its not a harry potter book but its written by the same author.
its called the tales of beedle the bard, and basically its a collection of short children stories set in the harry potter world.
i purchased the book because i really liked the harry potter books and the proceeds from the book go to some children's charity set up by the author and some other guy.
so i donated a little money to some charity.
i finished the last stephanie plum book...fearless fourteen is what it was called.
i think there are two other stephanie plum books but their not part of the number series.
stephanie is the main character in the books, not the author of the books.
like i said i think there are two or maybe three other stephanie plum books that are not part of the number series and i almost purchased one of them but i decided against it mostly because i think these are aimed at a female audience and i'm a human male.
in the past when i've purchased those books i always felt akward about taking them up to the counter because i knew and the person taking my money knew that these were chick lit books.
i guess what i liked about them was that they were entertaining and easy to read.
on saturday night i'm going out with chris and some of his friends to the bar or some restaurant for a christmas slash end of the year celebration.
i guess i've kind of ran out of steam already.

i'm going to spend probably most of tomorrow morning with my dad.

saturday
december 6, 2008
9:14pm
Right now I am sitting at my kitchen table creating another absolutely amazing journal entry.
i think i have the rest of the week off.
there is a chance that i may have to work next saturday but that would only be for the morning.
i just finished watching the second season of jericho on the netflix website.
i'm still going to eventually rent it from netflix because i think they have two different endings on the dvd's and they probably have some other extra stuff on there as well.
i have the canadian channel on the tv, its hockey night so i think they're going to have hockey games on the tv tonight for the rest of the night.
i think i finished watching jericho last night...
its a shame that that show has been canceled because i think its the most amazing tv show i have watched.
i think part of the reason why it was canceled was because of the writer's strike.
i also suspect that it was canceled because of the topic of the show its self.
i really do think its a shame that it was canceled because like i said i think it was a really amazing show.
how can a stupid show like friends go on for what seems like for ever but then a great show like jericho get canceled after two seasons.
friends or seinfeild went on for ever because the content of those shows wasn't as serious as jericho so it appealed to a wide variety of people.
i feel like we're losing something really great with jericho going off the air.
tomorrow i'm going to church at ten o'clock because i pretty much have to.
i don't want to and i don't think i'll get there on time...
i was baptized as a roman catholic but i don't believe in the whole religious thing.
when i purchased my new car my dad gave me one thousand dollars to use as part of my down payment.
i didn't ask him for help in paying for my car but he pretty much insisted that i take the money.
when he told me that he was giving me the addition money he said that he would give me the money if i went to church and got involved with the activities that they have for people my age.
and he said that wasn't asking a lot in exchange for the thousand dollars.
i realize that one thousand dollars is a lot of money to just give to someone but i would rather of not accepted the money because i consider it to be asking a lot of me to go to church because i don't believe in god.
or at least i don't think i believe in god.
if i would of refused the money then he would of asked why.
then i would of had to explain to him why i don't want to go to church.
i don't really want to go into those details so i'm not going to go into those details.
i have to go to church tomorrow because i have to look into the activities that this church offers just in case my dad asks me about the details of the church so i have more details to tell him.
as i was driving to wendys to get my dinner some kid threw a snowball at my car.
i think there were two of them but i think i was only hit with one snowball on the passenger side windshield.
the snowball didn't cause me to crash my car and it didn't hurt my car or anything like that.
when i saw the kids i knew that those little bastards were going to throw snowballs at me.
but i'm surprised that they had the nerve to do something like that.
what if those little bastards did that...what if they caused a car accident?
or what if they threw snowballs at the wrong car...you know what if they hit a car and the driver stopped the car and got out and chased after those bastards or shot them?
i guess thats it for now.
i think i'm going back to the netflix website and watch another movie on there.

i just started watching the first season of jericho.

Today is Saturday.
11-29-2008
5:33pm
Thursday was thanksgiving.
Yesterday was friday and i took the day off so i stayed at home and pretty much did nothing.
This morning i I had to work but i only worked from eight until about eleven a.m.
when i work on saturdays i'm actually scheduled to work from eight in the morning to one pm.
i'm at my place, you know the one that is really my mom's house, writing in my journal.
i have the tv on some college football game, i think its florida vs. florida state.
after this i'm going to stop by my dad's house to do my laundry and then i'll pick my laundry sometime tomorrow.
after that i'll go to the quiznos sub shop just down the street for dinner.
work this morning was really easy, we only had four patients and the first one i didn't even have to check in because i wasn't there yet.
a couple of weeks ago dad ordered some new t-shirts for me to wear underneath my scrubs at work.
i think i'm going to go over to the tv now to turn the volume down a little.
on thursday i went to my aunt's house for thanksgiving and i think things turn out really well, at least for me.
on wednesday night my mom was saying to me that i better be at my aunt's by one o'clock tomorrow because last year i wasn't there until two or so.
i arrived at my aunt's house on thursday on time but mom and mike did not.
we usually have thanksgiving at my aunt whats her name...
we went to my cousin bradley's house.
i haven't really been able to keep my aunt's names straight but i know my cousin's names.
if my mom says that she's going to aunt carole's house i'm not really sure who she's talking about.
but if she says her sisters last name then i know which one their talking about.
it sounds like florida is kicking some butt.
earlier today i was watching the first part of the tv season of ncis on my laptop on the netflix website.
i think its the sixth season of ncis.
the second half of the season wasn't available to watch on netflix...
i'm pretty sure its the current season so i'm kind of surprise to see it on netflix so soon.
i don't think its even available on dvd yet but i do know some of the tv networks are putting their current tv shows up on the internet after the show appears on tv so maybe that is what is going on with netflix.
sometime later tonight i'm going to probably put this email on my website.
that is it for today.

i signed up for netflix again and soon i will sign up for a gym membership.

today is turkey day.
thursday november 27, 2008.
9:17pm
Happy thanksgiving to all and to all a good night.
i'm sitting at the dinner table typing in my computer, doing my dear diary thing.
i have the tv on...
i think the tv show is csi or something.
i think i got back from the thanksgiving celebration at my aunt's house at about five thirty.
when i got home from thanksgiving i pretty much went straight upstairs to my bedroom to masturbate to the porn on my laptop.
i'm keeping the tv on because it makes it like i'm not the only one here.
last night after i left mom and dad's house i went to meijers to do a little shopping.
the other night my dad called me because i received mail from ballys

happy thanks giving.

tuesday, november 18, 2008
6:18pm
At about seven i will go get something to eat for dinner.
today has not been very exciting...when i got home from work i went to the bathroom and when i got out i wasn't really sure what i should do.
i didn't really have anything that absolutely had to be done right away but of course i could come up with a bunch of things that should be done.
tonight i think house is on and then that other one that is on right after it...
i think its called the fringe.
i like both of those shows.
i also have an interest in chuck and the big bang theory, both of which have something in common...
i wonder what that could be?
their both interesting shows and they both have characters in the them that would be considered computer and/or just nerds but those aren't the points that i am trying to make.
there is two reasons why i watch both shows.
the first being is that they both have very hot blondes as characters.
the second being is that they are both interesting.
but i would simply watch both of those shows simply because i think they are both interesting and the hot blondes don't hurt.
anyways i wouldn't really say that i watch a lot of tv but i try to make an effort to watch house.
nothing really unusually happened at work today.
it didn't seem really busy and it was really slow either.
after work i went to the bank and i deposited my check and i realized later that the dumb bitch deposited my check into the wrong account.
my dad and i have the same name but for the sake of hiding my identity i may change that around a little when i publish this.
my dad's name is alberto bryant the third, but i usually refer to him as my old man.
i went to one of the doctors i work with and he said that it was probably just a lymph node that i was feeling and that i wasn't a big deal.
he told me to come back in three months to see if it grew or anything.
he had blood work done and had me pee into a cup and the results that they did in the office came back fine.
so that was a relief...
i yesterday as i was leaving for work...i was locking my front door and the key broke off inside of the lock of the dead bolt.
i think the dead bolt ate my key just at the same time that it locked and i know the door handle was already locked so it didn't seem like such a big deal.
when i got to work i called my dad and told him what happened and he said that he would tell mom.
over the weekend i finished another stephanie plum book and since the next book in the series was not yet available in paper back i decided to purchase a different kind of book.
i actually purchased two of them.
i purchased the books on sunday when i went to borders...or i mean i purchased them after i went to church...or better yet i purchased the books at the church fundraiser.
I purchased 'the adventures and memoirs of sherlock holmes' and some other book that is suppose to help me build a bigger vocabulary.
i figured that since i wanted to become a writer that these would be two good books to read and study.
i think i am going to go over to netflix and sign up again.
buy bye for now.

i will getting dinner soon.

11-10-2008
(november 10, 2008)
I know its been awhile since i've written and i apologize for waiting so long to write back.
i've been meaning to tell you about the thing that happened with my brother...
i've gone over it so many times in my head that it feels like i've already written it in my blog.
i did something very grown up over the weekend...
i purchased a brand new car!
now of course i had to have my dad cosign on the loan with me so i didn't really purchase it all on my own, but still i'm the one thats paying for it.
i still live at my mom's ( should i go into these details........) only its without my mom and my brother so its almost like i have my own place.
its almost ten p.m. so i'm going to get ready for bed now.
oh and did i mention that i think i have a tumor thing on my neck?

i meant to put this one up awhile ago.

monday
october 13, 2008
(10-13-2008)
10:09pm
Right now i'm at my dinner table using my laptop to create this journal entry.
tomorrow after work, as in right after work, i'm going to drive over to van dyke and fourteen mile so i can test drive the chrysler sebring.
i have to go over there right from work because they close at six.
i get out of work at 4:30 pm and then i get home by about five and then by the time i'm done in the bathroom its like five thirty.
so if i went home i wouldn't have enough time to back out to the car dealership because like i said they close at six pm.
today at work was stressful because we were busy and we didn't really get a lunch.
i had to wait until after 1:30 to go get lunch.
i think it was closer to two pm by the time that i left to go get lunch.
bob, the guy that i work with most of the time, went up to seven-eleven before i went to wendy's and he asked if i wanted anything from seven-eleven.
i told him a mountain dew but he came back with a diet mountain dew but i didn't really bring up the issue because he was trying to do me a favor by getting a pop.
or maybe he thought that i drank too much so i should at least start drinking diet pop instead.
before i went to lunch my the muscles in the upper part of my left arm started to twitch.
you know the muscles between the shoulder and the elbow.
it doesn't hurt or anything, but it feels weird.
i'm a little concerned that it might be a sign of something serious.
tomorrow during or right around lunch time i have to give dad a call so he can call the car insurance company so he can get me a quote on car insurance.
dad told me to go to the bank right after work so i can get a car loan.
i think i'm going to stop this journal now.
work was stressful today, did i mention that already?
also several weeks...

its still drizzling outside.

saturday
september 13, 2008
(9-13-08)
11:11a.m.
Right now i am siting at the kitchen table creating this journal entry.
its raining outside so it feels like one of those days where you should go back to bed or sit around and watch tv all day.
since i have today and tomorrow off i could actually do that if i really wanted to.
i really don't want john mccain and sarah palin to win the presidential race...
last night after i got out of work i came home and went back to bed.
the past week at work was almost really busy every day except on tuesday i think it was.
or maybe it was wednesday.
i think it was tuesday.
i really think it was wednesday.
we had one patient in the morning and that was right before lunch and then the afternoon was booked.
after twelve o'clock i'm going to go brush my teeth and let this computer do the updates that it so desperately wants to do.
so yesterday i didn't get out of work until 4:45pm so oh boy i've got 15 minutes of overtime yesterday.
15 minutes may not seem like a lot on one day but after two weeks of getting an extra 15 minutes each day during the work week really adds up on my paycheck, so that's a good thing.
last night after work i took a nap from five-thirty to seven pm and then i got up to go get dinner.
as i usually do i got my dirty clothes together so i could take them to the house to throw them in the washer and then i headed to panera to get something for dinner for me and mom.
before i left for panera i called mom's cell phone to ask her if she wanted anything to eat for dinner from panera but she didn't answer the phone.
so i then went to panera to get dinner and then go to my parent's house.
before i ordered i called mom again to see if she wanted anything.
this time she answered so i purchased dinner for me and mom and then i went to my parent's house.
nothing really all that eventful happened at the house, i put my colored clothes in the laundry and then i ate my dinner.
i probably didn't start to eat dinner until about eight pm so i was having some stomach pains and then after i ate the stomach pains continued.
last night i was also feeling kind of sick like i had the fever and sore all over and i think i was tire too.
i left the house at like nine-thirty i think and i went home.
when i got home i still wasn't feeling good...
i've been a little concerned that maybe i've got lime disease cause isn't some of the symptoms fatigue and fever like symptoms?
its not cold out but its raining.
several years ago i would of gone for my walk in this sort of weather but now i guess i'm just a wimp.
so last night i went to bed at like ten or ten-thirty pm and i kind of slept in until about nineish.
i think that will be it for now.

i wanted to publish this yesterday so i could say 'its friday bitches'! but i went to bed early instead.

tuesday
9-9-08
9:45pm
Right now I am sitting at my kitchen table creating this absolutely amazing journal entry.
as i stated in the title of the previous journal entry, work really did suck today.
other than that there really isn't much to talk about outside of work.
today i didn't get much of a lunch at work.
i get one hour for lunch but i think i spent maybe 15 minutes eating my cheeseburger.
most of the time when i need a full hour for lunch i don't get enough time to eat let alone taste my food.
other times when the schedule isn't so busy to the point where i could easily take 90 minutes to maybe two hours for my lunch i don't even come close to using the full hour.
at work today we had a full schedule.
i am the receptionist in the cat scan department and i don't care how many times you've been here before i still need you to fill out the same paper work and i still need to see your insurance card, and your driver's licence or some other official looking picture id.
most of the patients that come into to get a cat scan seem to have some sort of cancer thing going on.
every once in awhile i hear one of the patients say something and i say to myself, "i should remember that so i can i put it in my book when i get around to writing it," but then five minutes later i forget it.
i think that is almost it for now.
i was going to start telling you about sam.
her real name is samantha and her baby's name is cadence i think.
she was a student at my work for about a month.
in other words she worked where i work for about month for free.

worked sucked today.

monday
september 8, 2008
8:58pm
I am sitting at the kitchen table at my place and i'm creating this blog journal entry.
no one else is home because no one else lives here.
after work when i unlocked the door i realized the dead bolt was unlocked and i always lock the dead bolt so i knew someone had stopped by.
i think it was either mom or mike and i'm guessing it was mike, especially since i think he doesn't have work to keep him occupied, that stopped by here to grab the rest of the beer so he could take it back to the house to hide and drink when no one else was around.
my brother isn't suppose to come back around here anymore.
what if i wanted to drink the beer that mike had left behind?
that would be totally out of character for me but what if wanted to keep it around so i could have a beer every now and then?
or what if i wanted to give the beer to my friend chris?
i guess if it was dad or mom that came and took the beer or even if it was mike that came and took the beer they were still doing something that i feel that they didn't have a right to do...they came here without my permission and just went through my fridge and took what they wanted.
i'm not really pissed that they did that, i'm just trying to make a point.
anyways, its been kind of rainy all day, although it has not rained all day.
i think this morning it was kind of gloomy, it looked like maybe it was going to rain.
but i don't think it really started raining until sometime between maybe three and four o'clock.
today was a full day at work but it didn't feel really busy in a stressful sort of way.
tomorrow is another full schedule and its going to be just me and teresa.
the neighbors next door for the past couple of minutes have making a lot of noise...
it sounds like some of them are running around the apartment after each other.
over the weekend i found some spots and bumps on my neck that kind of made me worry.
the spots are on the left shoulder neck area.
the two or three obvious spots look like mosquito bites but i don't remember being bit by a mosquito.
those spots you can see with your eyes without really trying to look hard if you happen to catch me with my shirt off...
those one look like mosquito bites and from time to time i think they itch.
the ones that look like mosquito bites aren't the ones that really worry me because i'm pretty sure that they are mosquito bites...
but i'm still not one hundred percent sure that they're mosquito bites.
now it sounds like their moving furniture around.
the three or four bumps that worry me more are further up my neck whereas the ones that look like mosquito bites are more so on my shoulder.
there is one that feels like a pimple that is kind of behind my left ear and then there are two or three bumps that feel to be more so under the surface of the skin then on the surface like a pimple or a mosquito bite.
the area with the two or three bumps that i just described to you has been kind of sore since the weekend and the soreness has also expanded to my neck area below the joint where upper and lower jaw connect.
the soreness is not connected with my bones like if you twisted your knee...its more like a muscle soreness only i think it has to do with my lymph nodes.
in other words, i'm concerned that i either have some sort of infection or i have some sort of cancer.
the disturbing thing is i'm pretty sure that this has happened before and in the past i just kind of ignored it or just waited until it went away.
if these bumps don't go away by friday then i'm going to go to my doctor's office on saturday for urgent care hours.
i think thats it for tonight.

when i got home from work the dead bolt was not locked and the case of beer cans my brother had left were gone.

7:50pm
sunday
september 7th, 2008
Right now i am at panera just down the street from where i live.
well, i guess it isn't just down the street from where i live.
on tuesday as i previously told you about my brother was released from rehab.
and then he stayed at my dad's for several days before he moved back in my place on friday.
i don't know if mike is working yet, i wouldn't be surprised if he is unable to get his old job back...
anyways, he moved back in friday while i was taking a nap after my day at work so i didn't hear him come and i didn't see him either.
as i usually do on fridays i went to panera to pick dinner up for me and mommy and then i went over to dad's house and i ate dinner with mom.
i didn't really stay there long and watch tv with her, i just ate dinner with her and then i left.
after that i went back to my place.
i read a book for a while and before i went to bed i called dad and asked him where mike was.
he said that he didn't know and i told him that mike had left his phone here plug into his charger.
my dad was like, "so it would be useless to call him on his cell phone.
hopefully he is just hanging out with his friends and not drinking."
and sometime before we hung up he said something like, "if he brings home beer or if he comes home drunk then you give me a call."
and i of course said that i would and sometime after we talked i went to bed.
yesterday morning, saturday morning, i got up to go to work for half the day.
sometime during the night friday night when i was in bed mike came home and slept on the couch and turned the tv on.
during friday night sometime after i went to bed i got up to use the bathroom and i noticed that mike was downstairs with the tv on.
when i got up saturday morning to get ready to go to work i dreaded going down stairs because i was not sure in what sort of state my brother would be in.
would he be passed out in the doorway of the bathroom downstairs like he was once, or would he be passed out on the floor at the foot of the couch?
he was just sleeping on the couch with a beer can on the little table, and there was a case of beer cans in the fridge.
i didn't bother to check how many beer cans were left in the box i just knew that he had done what he wasn't suppose to do.
after i'm done here i have to go to meijers to purchase some power bars to eat during the week when i drive to work in the morning.
i have to go peepee now.
getting back to what i was talking about that happened on saturday morning...
instead of eating my powerbar on the way to work i stopped at burgerking to get two egg and cheese croissants and eat them on the way to work.
when i got to work i discovered that i didn't have any patients coming in until almost nine a.m. (and i start work at eight!) so i call dad to tell him that mike had been drinking.
my dad didn't answer the phone, which i wasn't surprised by, so i left a short message and i then hang up.
saturday at work was easy.
i actually left early, i was scheduled to work until one pm i think.
i left at about noon.
i got lunch on the way home from work and then i ate when i got home.
mike was still sleeping on the couch when i got home so i decided that i was going to eat my lunch and then call dad.
i called dad after i ate my lunch to see if he had gotten my message.
he did and he said that he would be there in about a half hour or an hour.
i told dad that i was getting ready to go for a walk and i asked him if i should stay until he got here.
he said that i could go for my walk but to take my phone in case he had to come and pick me up if he couldn't get in the house.
so i went up to my room to get ready to go for my walk and as i'm changing i'm thinking, "hopefully when i get home dad would of already come and got mike so i didn't have to see or hear the arguing that i would imagine will happen."
and when i got home from my walk mike and his car were gone but as i was walking in the door i was thinking to myself, "i bet he just went and got something to eat."
i checked to see if mike had taken his phone with him and then i called dad and asked if he had come and taken mike already.
he said that he did and that mike wasn't going to ever be coming back here and that dad wasn't sure what he was going to do with mike.
after that i took a nap and then i took my clothes over to dad's house to put them in the washer.
that's about it for now.

i'm going to wait until saturday to go look for cars.

tuesday, september 2, 2008.
8:23pm
right after work i went to quiznos just down the street from me to get a sub to eat.
it was ham and cheese.
after i finished eating i went up stairs and i took a nap for about an hour and a half...i got up at four thirty and then i was out the door by about five o'clock and i think i got home from my walk at about six thirty.
so yeah i'm kind of a slow walker.
i left work today at one pm because i get to work saturday morning!
i'm not really excited about working on saturday morning, that's is just me trying to be funny.
as i was coming home from my walk my dad pulled up in his car next to my place and when he did that i'm thinking, "oh damn it.
what the fuck now."
and then my wonderful brother gets out from the passenger side of the car and then goes inside the house.
and now i'm thinking, "fuck dad did say that he was moving back in until friday.
i bet he's just picking some stuff up."
it turns out that they came to pick up some stuff for mike and to get his car.
dad invited me back to the house to have pizza at like nine or ten tonight but i wasn't planning on going.
before they left to go back to the house to change the oil on mike's car dad asked me and mike who's tummy is bigger, mine or mike's.
and mike said something like his belly is bigger or mine was bigger, i forget what he said...
my reply after mike's reply was, "yeah but i drive a bigger car."
dad kind of laughed at that.
after they left i went to get dinner from wendy's.
i had a cheese burger and fries from wendy's.
and then after that this where we're at right now...
tomorrow after work i'm going to come back here and get ready to go back out and look at some used cars cause i think getting a used car is going to easier for me get right now.
to get a brand new car i would have to get a loan or something and take the time to look for the best deal and so forth...i don't like doing all that sort of work.
too much details...i'm not crazy about the details.
i'm not going to purchase a car today but i'm probably going to take a couple of test drives.
i'll make notes of the details and then on thursday or so i'll show dad the results.
on friday after work i'll...on second thought maybe i won't go that far into the future.
i guess that is it for now.

today is tuesday but it felt like monday at work.

sunday, august 31, 2008
10:14pm
right now i'm at my place and i'm getting kind of hungry.
today was actually kind of enjoyable.
my mother and i went to her oldest sister's house for a celebration sort of thing.
i guess it was a get together in celebration of labor day.
labor day is tomorrow and i don't have to work.
the other night i finished reading the book "fear and loathing in las vegas" and i have to say that its a really fucked up story.
i'll have to watch the movie to see how it compares to the book.
on friday i went out and met my friend chris at the bar at midnight.
i think the place is called buffalo wild wings.
its the one on twelve and mound so it wasn't too far of a drive or anything like that.
hell, i didn't even have to pay anything so that was cool.
after work on friday i went home and i went for a walk and then i went to panera bread to get dinner for me and mom and then i went to dad's house to eat dinner with my mom - for a friday this is normal for me.
but i forgot to bring my wash along so i had to wait until saturday to wash my clothes.
saturday was another interesting or at least something out of the ordinary happened but maybe i'll tell you that later.
and then after i ate dinner with mom i decided to take a nap for about an hour, i got up at about 10:30 when my alarm went off and chris called me on my cell phone to remind me about going to the bar.
so at that time i went back to my house and i changed and i did something else but i forgot what that was.
and then i went to the bar to meet my friend chris so we could celebrate his last day at which ever hospital it is that he used to work at.
on tuesday he is going to be starting at the v.a. hospital downtown.
two of chris's other friends were there as well but chris did most of the talking cause that is just the way he is.
i wouldn't say that he talks too much...he is just the stronger one in the conversation and i'm guessing that is the way it is with all of the relationships that he has.
they talked about several movies that i hadn't seen and a couple of them i hadn't even heard about, and they talked about some people that i didn't know or remember from high school.
apparently at the high school that me and chris graduated from had a female teacher that was a former body builder but i didn't know that because i never had any of her classes.
during our first two years of high school i went to a different high school and chris told us about how when he was a freshmen in high school the teacher that was a former body builder was teaching the gym class that he was in and she was pregnant at that time.
she was like at least six months pregnant because her belly was really big from what chris told me...
but anyways, they were playing softball and the teacher was playing catcher and she got hit in the stomach with a pitch thrown by another student and chris was on the sideline cause his team was up to bat.
when the teacher got hit in the belly she fell back flat on her ass and everyone went quiet for a moment but not chris...
for some reason he found that absolutely hysterical so he was laughing his ass off!
i don't think chris got in trouble and i think the baby went unharmed from that particular accident.
but the fact that he laughed at that seems now to be a little disturbing.
he also said that this same lady taught some other sort of class like health or something and in class she had these bodybuilding magazines that she was actually featured in and the students had drawned penises on her pictures in the magazines.
he went off about how when someone draws a penis like in the men's bathroom or something that the penises always look the same...
in the women's public bathrooms do they draw vaginas?
yesterday on saturday i went with mom and dad to see mike at the rehabilitation hospital but mom and i got there kind of late cause the muffler on her car started to drag while we were on 696.
as mom and i pulled out of the driveway at dad's house the muffler scrapped the ground because one part of bracket that was holding the thing on had come undone.
after i get ready for bed i'm going to go upstairs and masturbate before i go to bed.
so after the muffler scrapped on the driveway mom was like, "i'm not going to drive the car like this.
we're just going to have to wait for dad."
but i managed to talk her into driving anyways cause i didn't want to have to go with dad because i thought then i would have to wait until he left and i thought for sure that he would stay for the entire time, but he didn't actually stay for the entire time.
so the muffler started dragging along the ground on 696, we were probably going about 65 mph so the muffler made a lot of noise.
we pulled off the freeway a couple of blocks before woodward into this shopping plaza and then we called dad.
dad came there about a half hour later and he rig up the muffler with two wire clothes hangers so after that we didn't have any trouble but mom was worried that it wouldn't hold and she was like i'll have to take it in tomorrow or on monday and we'll have to drive your car to my sister's on sunday...
(keep in mind that this was labor day weekend.)
the cloths hangers worked just fine and we drove her car to her sister's house earlier today.
after we called dad and he said that he was coming to get us he called me back and asked me if mom had any hangers in the car and he explained to me that if i could find some hangers then i could try and fix the muffler my self and as he is explaining this to me i'm thinking to myself, "why didn't i think of that?"
my brother mike gets out on tuesday and tomorrow on labor day they have special visiting hours but i don't think i'm going.
i think my dad's going though.
i think my dad said that mike was going to return to my house on friday which i think is a really bad plan because i think that is just going to make it easier for him to start drinking again.
so i think thats it for the night.

today is almost friday!

sunday, august 24, 2008.
5:47pm
my brother mike is in a rehabilitation facility right now as i speak.
i think he is going to be in there for at least another week cause i think he started in there on monday or tuesday and his consouler said that it was a two week treatment program.
yesterday mom and i had to go to this place up in brighton where michael is staying and we pretty much spent the whole afternoon there.
i didn't really want to go because i knew it was going to take the whole afternoon and now dad pretty much expects me to go next saturday as well.
i don't want to go because in the past mike has been a fucking pain in the ass...
yeah i know that your going to say that i should be more caring and so forth but you haven't lived with him like i have.
you don't know much of a fucking pain in the ass he has been over the years.
i hate him but by default i love him because he is my fucking brother.
anyways on saturday i had to go with mom out to brighton to see our wondeful little mike.
mike is my younger brother and he is twenty five years old, and i'm almost two years older than him.
or maybe he's only twentyfour still.
i went over to my parent's house yesterday morning at about ten a.m. and we left at about ten thirty.
my mom drove which made me a little uneasy and add to that the stress that i already felt for having to go to this hospital place to see my brother.
so we got there at about 11:45a.m. and we had to wait until noon to see mike.
we met him in their gym and most of the other people that came to visit the other patients that were staying there had brought lunches.
my mother and i didn't know that we could do that.
mike had been eating lunch in the patients cafeteria so, i don't think he even knew that we were here to see him, it took him a little while before he came and spent time with us in the gym.
after all of the other patients came in and sat down with their visitors we were still waiting for mike.
so i went up to the front desk and asked if my brother knew that we were here to see him.
so i think we spent a little less than an hour with him and then he went to this meeting that he had with the counsouler and we were supposed to go to a meeting as well.
i decided that i was going to get lunch instead and mom said that she would go to the meeting.
before she went to the meeting i told her that the meeting is probably going to be an introduction to the program that they run here and try to make us understand what it is that the patients here are going through.

handball looks like an interesting sport.

this was written on thursday as the date below indicates, but today is sunday several days later.

today is thursday, august fourteenth, two thousand and eight.
10:42pm
8-14-2008
right now i am at home which is now what used to be my mom's place.
it an apartment complex within the city of fraser.
my mom lives with my dad and my brother is in the hospital.
my brother is in the hospital again.
i think dad and i took mike into the hospital on monday...
lets see...
today is thursday and last night mike, my wonderful brother, was not here last night...
and yesterday my day wanted me to go into the hospital to see mike but i didn't and i knew i had to see him at least once at the hospital, that was wednesday...
yeah we took him to the hospital on monday.
after dad drove me back on monday night he told me to call him after i got out of work on tuesday, which i did.
or maybe it was on tuesday that we brought him into the hospital.
anyways....my brother mike didn't show up to work so his boss called my dad and my dad went over to our place and went to see what was going on.
dad couldn't get into the house so he came and picked me up while i was on my walk and we found mike on the couch.
he was speaking in a really mumbled voice and his arm and legs were all shaky...he could not even undress himself.
it was really bad.
yesterday my dad was saying that the doctor was saying that there was some sort of pressure build up in his head and they might have to do surgery to releave the pressure.
but they didn't do that.
it turns out that he had a seizure because he was drinking too much and after the nurse left the room he told dad that it might of also of been because he took like ten of his pills at once when he was drunk.
dad spoke to mike about how he was in the hospital because he was drinking way too much and that his beer drinking was slowly killing him.
i think he said that mike had been to the emergency room like six times in the past two years because of his alcohol abuse.
anyways, mike is still in the hospital.
maybe more on this tomorrow.
right now its past my bed time so i actually have to go purchase a new tooth brush and then i am going to come back and get ready for bed.
good night.

my legs hurt.

about eleven pm.
saturday
august 9th, 2008.
i am at my place right now and the weather has been kind of rainny all day which sucks cause i wasn't able to go for my walk today.
i have the olympics on the tv right now but i'm not watching it, i'm just listening to it.
as i have stated previously my name is alberto bryant the fourth (IV), but i don't have a middle name and all of the people that i know don't have a last name or a middle name.
i watched michael phelps win his first gold medal at this olympics but other than that i don't really have any interest in watching the swimming events.
the girls in their bathing suits don't look really attractive and none of them have big boobs so their really isn't anything to watch.
but maybe the expensive new swim suits their using are making their boobs smaller for the sake of being faster.
beach volleyball is one of the sports i would like to watch because i like to play the sport, but the girls i have seen so far are skinny and they have small boobs...i'm assuming thats because their in good athletic shape.
and the other sport that i'm really interesting in watching is soccer.
i like soccer.
apparently they added bmx racing to the olympics but i'm not really interested in watching that simply because its just racing.
i worked this morning, i started at eight a.m.
this morning i got up at six and i came downstairs to use the bathroom and instead of going back upstairs to take a shower i went back to sleep until seven a.m.
or maybe i just slept until six-fortyfive, i don't remember.
so when i got up i went and got ready for work and i stopped at burger king for breakfast.
i got two egg and cheese crosaints...i really like those sandwhiches.
i worked until about one p.m. and then i went home.
the saturdays that i do work are only from eight in the morning to twelve or one.
when i went home after work i got changed out of my scrubs and i changed into my shorts and i went and got lunch down the street from quiznos.
after lunch i took a nap until four thirty i think.
after i got up i went to mom and dad's house to do my laundry and then i came back here with the intention of going for a walk.
right as i was about to go for a walk it started to rain again.
it was raining and thundering a little when i was taking my nap but it didn't keep me up or anything.
i think that is it for now.
maybe some more tomorrow.

i'm missing a nut, a lug nut.

almost 9:30pm
august 6, 2008
8-6-08
this is my second entry into my journal blog.
i think the web address for this particular blog is www.albertobryantiv.blogspot.com.
i'm not really alberto bryant the fourth.
alberto bryant IV is my pen name.
i basically started this blog because i was hopeing to really let loose on all this shit inside of my head.
i have an email account that i write these journals in and then i copy it over to my blog and in the blog i edit it and then publish it.
i don't edit much, just enough to not give my identity away.
so as i think i mentioned before i will be changing all of the names here except for the famouse people.
or maybe i'll just use a different name when talking about myself.
maybe i should just stick with saying my name as alberto bryant.
yeah i think that is a better idea or ideal...just keep it as alberto bryant.
so my name isn't what i told you it was.
when the blogger people finish with their update on their thing then i'll go and check over my blog and make sure i didn't mention my real name.
i'm going to have to talk to my dad about getting a new phone and talk to chris about what it is that he does at his job and if i could get a job there or if it would be worth my time to go to school for it.
my cousin sarah, i think that is her name...
she is getting married sometime in december down in cancun mexico and my coworker angela is getting married around the same time in las vegas.
i don't think angela is elopeing or something like that.
as she said it, "i'm kind of in a hurry here..."
what she meant was that she is going to be thirty one in a couple of months i think and she is in a hurry to make a baby and get married.
so i'm guessing that by this time next year she'll be preggers.
which is cool because i think she would be a great mom and i think she would look damn sexy as a pregnant chick.
if i was the one that got her pregnant i would still have sex with her after she started to look pregnant.
i'm not going to either wedding which makes it easier for me because i don't have to spend any money and i don't have to put up with all the nervousness that i would go through.
i mentioned on monday that i had bought new tires for my car...i think its making a big difference in my gas mileage which is really cool and i feel less stress.
when i pulled out of the parking lot at goodyear tire i felt like some weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.
and as i told you as well i had my self a little celebration.
my car has at least one less lug nut on the car so tomorrow after work if i happen to remember i will take a look at the rest of my tires to make sure i'm not missing anymore lug nuts.
the one that i noticed that was missing is the front passenger side tire or rim.
the rest of the rims have the little cover on them that cover the lug nuts so tomorrow after work i'll have to take a look and see if i can get those covers off and see if all of my lug nuts are still there.
and then i will have to go to the car store like murrays or something and get replacements for my missing lug nuts.
i think on monday i also mentioned that i was going to stop masturbating...
yeah well i didn't.
i jerked off this morning in the shower.
tomorrow morning before i take a shower i should shave my face.
i know your saying that i should shower and then shave but i don't do it like that.
i take my shower after i shave because that way i know all of the shaving cream left on my face gets washed off.
i have this fantacy that lots and lots of people will read this blog everyday and then some company will knock on my door and give me lots and lots of money to continue to write this blog.
i don't really know what else to write for now.
tomorrow i'll go over to my blog and copy that first journal entry into this email and then i'll add this new journal entry and do a little bit of editing to it and copy that edition to this email account as well.

i just bought new tires for my car.

this a new blog that i will be using for my journal from time to time.
i started this blog because i am lonely...
i really don't think i will be updating this blog all that often because i want to concentrate on writing stories of fiction.
i have other blogs which i won't mention here, or i should say that i won't put links to them up here because i really don't want the two to be linked together.
alberto bryant is not my real name and everyone that i talk about in here will have their names changed as well.
what i mean is that i will use fake names for each person i talk about in here unless their really famous.
what i don't mean is that the people mentioned in here have changed their names simply because i talked about them on this world famous blog.
i hope to one day soon become a world famous writer because i want to get laid and i want to make enough money writing fictional stories so i can quit my day job working at the doctor's office in the cat scan department.
i don't really want to become famouse because i don't really want all that attention, but on the other hand i do want attention for my writing.
i would be happy with enough (put amount of money) money so that i can quit my day job without being world famous for my writing.
as the title of this blog entry implies i have indeed purchased new tires for my car.
well, its not really my car.
its actually my dad's car but the new tires have bought me some time to look for a new car.
for a couple of weeks i was actually thinking that i was going to settle for the first decent used car i could purchased but i think i am going to start seriously looking into buying a new car.
next weekend i am going to have my dad help me put new spark plugs in the car so that hopefully it will stop stalling when it sits for too long.
i was so thrilled that i had finally gone over to the car shop to get new tires that i decided to reward myself by masturebating after the walk i took and then a couple of minutes ago i jerked off again to some free video on the internet.
from this point forth, i am not going to jerk off anymore.
don't go to porn hub dot com because they put some sort of cookie or virus onto your computer when you go there, but on the other hand some of their movies are really entertaining.
tomorrow after work i'm going to go get a hair cut at the place down the street.
i think that is it for today.
i am going to get ready for bed now.