happy vd.

Thursday, February 12, 2009
8:55pm to 9:40pm
Take a deep breath and then begin.
Today work was pretty good.
Today Jill was the ultrasound tech, not Angela.
Jill isn’t that bad looking actually.
I think that Jill would be very hot under those scrubs.
Or better yet, I think she would be very hot with her scrubs on my bedroom floor.
Anyways, after work I went directly to the gym.
I really think I have a low testosterone level and keep in mind that I am a human male.
Is it normal for a male’s testosterone level to go down during their twentys?
Probably not.
I don’t think there is anything seriously wrong with me or anything like that.
I’m not worried that I have cancer or anything seriously wrong like that.
I actually suspect that I have had a low testosterone level all my life but I know that I am a man and I know that I was meant to be a man so it isn’t anything like that.
I know I have testosterone because I continue to grow facial hair and I have more than enough body hair but I don’t feel as creative and as aggressive as I used to.
And I don't feel as horny as I used to.
And I’ve never been a really aggressive person so if I feel like I haven’t been as aggressive like I used to then I think that’s really saying something.
I’m going to force myself to talk about something else now.
Like I was saying, I went to the gym directly after work, and I think I got there right before five.
Usually I get home from work a little after five so when I looked at my watch before I went inside the gym I smiled because I knew that I was going to get out of the gym a lot earlier than I had been before.
I think I left the gym before six.
Like I said before during the week I go to the gym after work and I sit in the sauna with my sweats so I can lose weight by just sitting there and playing tetris on my phone.
I really like the song ‘take back the city’ by snow patrol.
At first I thought that was a dumb name for a band and I kind of got the feeling that they were more like pop stars instead of musical artist.
But my feelings for them have changed.
Although I don’t think I’ll be purchasing one of their cd’s anytime soon.
One of the newer girls at work told me about this website where you can download games and music.
I think the website was called bittorrent.com or I could be wrong.
My friend chris downloads music and movies from a different website called btjunkie.com.
I keep meaning to checkout those sites but I just haven’t gotten around to it.
Did I mention that I purchased new shoes?
I think their called bounce by adidas.
They are black and red and their really nice.
I just stretched my arms above my head and it felt really nice.
I’m used to typing a couple of sentences and then sitting back and thinking about what I’m going to type next or just stare off into space.
Yeah, I don’t think I really want to go into that today either.
I drank my glass of milk again today and things went smoothly.
I also drank a glass of orange juice.
I think tomorrow I’m going to bring my book with me so that I can read a little while I’m in the sauna after work.
Valentines day is coming up this weekend and I’m not really looking forward to it.
This is one of those days that reminds of how single I really am.
Sorry I stopped again.
I’m not really sure where to go from here.
I have to spend some time some time this weekend cleaning up the place and working on my other blog.
Oh okay, almost done.
Last night I went to bed early.
I think I went up to bed at ten or ten thirty but I ended up masturbating and that of course took a little longer than I wanted it to.
Its not that it actually takes me a long time to climax…
most of the time I spend masturbating is actually spent looking for the right picture or the right movie on the internet.
I’m not going to tell you which porn sites I go to because their bad websites.
Those sites or at least some of those sites will put cookies onto your computer so they can track what your doing.
I’m not talking about the kind of cookie you eat or put your dick into.
Please keep in mind that younger people and people that lack a sense of humor or open mindedness should probably not be reading this.
Now I’m not saying that you put your dick or any other private part into or onto a cookie that you get from chips ahoy or the keebler elves, that is unless your into that kind of kinky stuff.
But me I’m not into that kinky sort of stuff.
What I mean is that there are the kinds of cookies that you eat as a treat and usually contain lots of sugar.
Also there is the kind of cookie that you find on a human female.
The clitoris and the vaginal area of a woman is sometimes, in slang terms, referred to as a cookie.
And no matter how sweet of a person you think she is, don’t think for a moment that her cookie is going to taste like sugar and satisfy your sugar craving.
Although I would imagine that its possible it will satisfy another kind of craving.
I have to stop now cause I went more than a page.