I have started to taking a calcium vitamin.

10/3/2009 (October)
8:47pm to 9:40pm
A little more than a thousand words.
So this time last week I was in Columbus, Ohio watching a soccer game with my dad and my brother.
The plus side of the vacation was that I actually saved money because I didn’t really have to pay for anything, I had some fun, I got a new jacket, and the home team won.
My dad drove so I got to be a passenger for the first time in a long while.
On Friday my dad drove my brother and I to cedar point.
The plan was that they would pick me up at two o’clock from my place but I do not think that they picked me up until about four pm.
The plan was that we would spend several hours in the park that night and then maybe go in the park the next morning as well.
We decided not to go in the park on Saturday morning, but we actually had fun Friday night in the park.
My dad didn’t go on any of the rides because he had a heart attack a couple of years ago, he’s okay now but as a precaution I did not let him go on any of the rides.
And I think his doctor actually told him not to go on the rides.
They had the Halloween stuff going in the park, which I didn’t really care for.
I kind of wish we would of gone on the rides Saturday because some of the rides like the mantis wasn’t running.
But my brother Michael and I got to go on the rides that we had not gone on before so we kind of felt that we did not have to go in the park on Saturday.
Friday night I wore my sandals into the park and I got some really bad blisters on my heels.
I didn’t complain or even tell my dad that I had blisters.
I just clean my feet off in the bathtub back at the hotel after we were done for the night.
We stayed at the newer hotel called the sandcastle right by the park.
The other hotel right by the park is called breakers I think, it’s the older hotel there.
Anyways, our hotel room wasn’t really that bad, it was two rooms.
The front room had a couch that rolled out into a bed and then the bedroom had two beds, and of course it had a regular bathroom with a shower.
In most of the hotels that I have stayed at the bathroom usually did not have sink in it, the sink would be in a separate room.
That just always seem kind of weird because that isn’t the way my house is set up.
But it’s the norm when it comes to hotels.
Anyways, the hotel that we stayed at cedar point was no exception.
The sink and the bathroom were two separate rooms.
But the hotel that we stayed at in Columbus was more like what I would call a normal bathroom, it had the toilet, sink, and shower/bathtub in the same room.
On a side note I have been watching the television show lost online on the Netflix website and I have to say that I am hooked on Lost.
I think they have most of the seasons on the website and I am already on the third season. Anyways, last Friday night after I went on the rides at cedar point I got to sleep on the lumpy ass mattress that rolled out of the couch.
It wasn’t a very comfortable mattress but I didn’t have to listen to anyone snore because they were in the other part of the hotel room.
But none the less I didn’t sleep very well the whole weekend.
Saturday and Sunday morning I was the first one to get up and take a shower.
Like I said before we didn’t go in cedar point on Saturday but dad did realize that he wasn’t sure which hotel he made reservations at in Columbus, actually I think he realized that sometime Friday night.
So most of Saturday my dad spent either driving, trying to figure out which hotel he made reservations at, or both driving and trying to figure out which hotel he made reservations at.
Now that I think about it, the main reason why I did not really want to go into the park on Saturday was because I knew dad didn’t know which hotel we had reservations at, but I didn’t actually say that out loud.
When we were driving towards Columbus dad at one point handed me the phone and said, “when he comes back on the line tell him to wait a minute and give me the phone.”
For the past two weeks or so I have had this cough.
At first I had just a sore throat and a cough and it felt like I had a hairball in my throat.
Now it feels almost like I’m trying to throw something up but I don’t feel nauseated.
Its not as bad as dry heaves but its almost like that.
I think I swallowed a small piece of towel.
My brother called earlier, I think he was going to ask me if I wanted to go bowling and I am half tempted to call him back to see what he wanted.
This morning I think I originally set my alarm for seven this morning but I reset it two or three times and the final time I set it for was ten so that I would have enough time to get up and go down the street to burgerking to get breakfast.
I don’t remember hearing the alarm at ten but I must of turned it off and then just went back to bed.
my phone finally woke me up at about noon or one o’clock.
It was my dad asking me to go over to the house to watch the Michigan and Michigan state football game with my brother mike.
I told my dad that I would probably stop by.
I did stop by to watch the game but mike was mostly sleeping in the bed but he did have the game on.

I don't like going on trips.

9/12/2009
So tonight is my Friday night, kind of.
I don’t have to work tomorrow but I had to work this morning from eight until about one pm.
Next Tuesday I don’t have to work because I have to work four ten hour shifts next week and they gave me Tuesday off.
When the boss asked me if I wanted to switch to the ten hour shifts I said that I didn’t really want to because they couldn’t give me the same day off each week.
Its not that I would really plan anything for that particular day that I had off during the week each week but I just like to have the same schedule each week, I like consistency.
Anyways, tomorrow morning I am going to try to get up at seven and then head right to the gym so I can sit and sweat in the sauna for awhile before I eat breakfast.
I know that I should eat some breakfast soon after I get out of bed but I want to get rid of this belly that I have so I think that this would be a real easy way, once I actually got up and went to the gym, to burn off a bunch of extra calories.
The last couple of times that I have said that I was going to go to the gym so early in the morning I didn’t actually go to the gym until early in the afternoon before I ate lunch, and when I turned off my alarm I reset it for ten a.m.
Some of the females that I work with aren’t really that bad looking if you take into consideration their age, but their not the ones that I kill babies and puppy dogs for just so I could spend time with.
The one female coworker that I see the most that I would do such god awful things as drive over the speed limit and run over old people trying to cross the road, when they have the right away and they are not jaywalking, just so I could spend time with outside of work would be Angela.
She is actually nine months pregnant now and she looks very very pregnant but in a good way but I still think she is very attractive and she is one of the ultrasound techs.
If she told me the only way that I would be able to sleep with her would be if I killed her husband then I of course would not kill him simply because I don’t like to get my hands dirty but I would at the very least think about and and probably try to kick him in the balls.
I wouldn’t actually kill or hurt anyone because I personally think that doing that sort of stuff just isn’t cool because I could get in trouble with the law and I encourage everyone else to not be violent as well, but you get the point.
I’m infatuated with this woman.
Anyways…
I think this morning was her last day at work or at least it was her last Saturday morning of work.
She’s have a c-section next Friday, or at least I think that is what she told me on Friday.
When she told me that she was having the c-section I was like, “so your not going to do it the old fashioned way?”
She of course said that she wasn’t going to do it the old fashioned way because her doctor said that she could have a c-section so that is what she is going to do.
I told her, “I don’t blame you.”
After I left I thought to myself, “if more women looked as beautiful as she does when she’s pregnant than there would be a whole lot more babies being born and more women would try to get pregnant from the time they got married to the time that they died…”
I have said that to myself several times over the past couple of months but I haven’t actually said it to anyone.
But before I even left the building, like as in right after I punched out and starting walking towards the door on Friday I thought to myself, “doing a regular birth even with drugs would be like trying to push your fist through a needle hole.
Or like trying to swallow a bowling ball.”
I come up with things to say after the fact all the time because my brain just doesn’t function fast enough.
I’m not stupid, I’m just slow.
That is going to be it for now.

Well, its the aniversery of 9/11 again.
Its unfortunate that such a terrible thing should ever happen and I would never wish such a tragedy upon anyone or any nation.
Anyways, its Friday so of you have the weekend to look forward to, but I have to work tomorrow morning so I am going to bed soon.

happy nine eleven!

Saturday, August 29, 2009
10:54pm to 11:18pm
I just got back from bowling about twenty minutes or so ago and my brother mike, stayed there at the bowling alley to finish his beer.
When we finished our games my brother actually had two beers left, but they were maybe eight ounce cups so he didn’t really have that much left to drink.
Each cup of beer cost one dollar and so did each game.
The problem was I probably should of stayed until he finished those beers to make sure he wasn’t too drunk to drive, but then if I would of tried to tell him that he couldn’t drive home because he was too drunk then he probably would of driven him self home anyways because he is a pain in the ass like that.
I did not stay because I felt that he was not drunk at the time that I left him and he didn’t have that much beer left to drink and he said that he was only going to finish those beers and then he was going to go home.
I don’t really want to talk about that anymore.
Mike will call me or maybe I’ll get lucky and he will call mom to ask her to come pick him up.
My brother and I each played three games and I beat him each time by twenty or more points I think.
My mom works at walmart, but I think she is only employed part time but I think she gets close to forty hours a week sometimes.
And I think she works until midnight.
Tomorrow is Sunday and I will get up at seven a.m., not because I really want to but because I want to lose more weight.
The gym opens up at seven on the weekends so I will get up and use the bathroom and I’ll probably brush my teeth too and then I’ll go to the gym and sit in the sauna for awhile, and then when I get too hungry I’ll go get breakfast from burgerking.
After breakfast I will take a shower and shave.
Obviously I will do something after that but sometime during the day I want to or I should say I should go to the gym and actually do a workout, since I try to do a workout on Saturday and Sunday.
During the week, if I actually go to the gym I go after work and I sit in the sauna.
Whereas on Saturday and Sunday I actually workout.
I’m not really feeling it right now.
I think I’m just going to stop and get ready for bed.

I should cut my finger nails.

868 words.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
8:50pm to 9:35pm
So today is Wednesday but it actually feels like Tuesday and tomorrow is Thursday which means it is almost the weekend.
But it doesn’t really matter if it is almost the weekend because I have to work Saturday morning.
But I did get to work the first half of yesterday…
Yesterday I worked only the morning because Bob told me to go home at twelve thirty because I work Saturday morning.
I think I already mentioned this before but I will tell you again anyways.
When we have to work a Saturday morning we have to go home early sometime during the week because they don’t want to pay us overtime.
I would not actually mind working on Saturday mornings if I got paid the overtime.
When they have us go home early during the week because we have to work that Saturday to me it feels like I have to work six days even though I am only getting paid for five days.
So that kind of pisses me off but after awhile you just kind of bend over and take it.
I am not going to spend the rest of my life working for this company.
After I am done creating this I am going to watch another episode of the television show Lost.
A week or two ago I started watching the first season of Lost and I think it is actually really good so far.
Tomorrow I should receive the second or maybe third dvd of ‘The shield’ from the Netflix people.
I have not really paid attention to their advertisements on their website but when Netflix first came out they would advertise that you would get your dvds in the mail in one business day, but that was never the case.
I would never receive my dvd the next business day.
If I put my dvd in the mail on a normal Monday morning I would not receive the next dvd until Wednesday or Thursday.
But anyways, I hate to mention that company’s name in my journal/blog so often because I don’t think their really that great and I am not receiving any sort of compensation for it.
Like I mentioned sometime before I am going to write a one thousand word journal each time I create a journal so if my journal entry is a thousand words long or more then I am not going to mention how many words long it is.
Anyways, after work instead of going to the gym or returning a pair of scrubs that I recently bought from a store I went home and I slept because I had a headache and I was sore and tired. As I was walking up the steps to my bedroom I thought I might be getting the flu or something since my legs were so tired.
But I did go to the gym yesterday and when I was at the gym I did use one of the bikes. Normally during the week after I get out of work I go the gym to sit in the sauna for awhile and then I go home but since I had the afternoon off of work yesterday I eventually went to the gym and I went through my exercise routine.
Tomorrow after work though instead of just going into the sauna I will first work on getting rid of this belly of mine.
I will do as many sit ups as I can and then I will go into the sauna.
Editor's note: I did twenty sit ups on thursday.
But then when will I go that store to return my “broken” scrubs?
I will tomorrow after I eat dinner, but I don’t know if they will be open that late.
If they are not open that late then I will go on Saturday after work.
I have this really great wireless internet connection that really isn’t even mine but I am able to use it anyways but my laptop computer is a thief.
But over the summer that one particular wireless signal was not really available because I think whoever was the one that pays for it was on summer vacation from school so they were always at home using it so the wireless modem gave them priority.
I am now more than half way done with this journal entry.
Yeah I know these journals are always so exciting to read that you just don’t want the fun to end but eventually I do have to stop, I’m sorry.
Right after work today I went to the bank to cash my check from last week.
And then I went home.
After I finished dinner I mopped the floor in the first floor bathroom.
But I wasn’t really impressed with this new mop that I purchased awhile ago.
I won’t really mention any of the details of the mop because I don’t feel like getting up and looking for the cardboard label that states the name of the company that produces the mop…
its suppose to be a “green” mop.
Anyways…tomorrow before I go to bed I should call my friend chris since I have not talked to him in a while.
Blah blah blah, I don’t really want to talk anymore.
Good night.

I am wearing a pair of sandals on my feet.

1001 words
10:17pm to 11:03pm
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tomorrow is Friday and I can’t wait cause I don’t have to work with Mark tomorrow.
Mark is the part time ct and mri technician that I have to work with from time to time.
I don’t even really want to talk about Mark now.
I had to work the whole day with mark.
And then on top of that pft had patients today as well.
We only do pft on Tuesday and Thursday, but for the most part pft really is not that bad.
The patients that give me the most trouble are usually the ct patients.
Tomorrow I am suppose to receive the movie little miss sunshine in the mail, it’s another movie I’m not really looking forward to.
The last movie I received from Netflix was Happyness, it wasn’t that bad, although I didn’t watch the entire movie with the commentary playing, but I did watch the movie without the commentary and it wasn’t that bad.
From now instead of just typing one page in the Microsoft word I think my new goal is going to be for one thousand words for my journal entries from now on.
Right now I am about two tenths of the way there I think.
After the movie little miss sunshine I should start receiving the second season of the shield, which I actually thought I was going to be receiving before little miss sunshine.
After I watched Happyness I decided that I was going to change my Queue around on Netflix so that I receive the second season of the shield and then when I’m done with the second season I’ll watch another movie or two and then I’ll rearrange my queue again so that I receive the third season of the shield.
I have the rest of the dvd’s for the rest of the seasons for the shield but their at the bottom of my list or queue.
When I’m done creating this journal entry I’m going to have a cup of orange juice and then I am going to get ready for bed.
Last night I started reading the novel Lolita by some Russian guy.
I think his last name is Nabokov.
The writing is at a much higher level than the True Blood books.
So far its an interesting story but I wouldn’t recommend it to some people.
It’s about a guy who “falls in love” with a young girl, has some sort of sexual encounter with her and then dies in jail.
The guy is a pedophile as you figure out in the first couple of pages or so, but the reason why I choose to read the book was because its one of those famous books and I want to become a famous writer so I figured I should read it.
Last night when I came back from the bookstore I figure I would read my book until ten or eleven but I ended up staying up until almost one pm reading Lolita.
I actually like to read books, I prefer fiction since that is the kind of writer I want to be but I’ll read almost anything.
I think I am about half way through my thousand word goal and I just realized that if I type “I am” instead of “I’m” then I could easily add more words to my journal entry.
So if I go back over what I have already written and edit my words then I will probably get another twenty words out of this just using what I would consider more proper English.
I am not going to go back now since I am already half way through.
I still do not like my coworker Mark.
I am looking forward to the weekend.
I should call my friend chris and stop by and see my dad.
I will see my brother and my mom over the weekend simply because I need to stop by the house to do my laundry but I do not always see my dad on the weekends because he works long hours at his shop.
Right after work tomorrow I will go to the gym so I can go in the sauna and then after that I will have dinner.
And then probably after that I will bring my dirty clothes by the house to do my laundry.
When I bring the laundry by the house I think I could bring my laptop over there so I can work on writing my fiction as well.
Over the weekend I also need to clean up my house and I’m starting to think that I could probably write several really long journals focusing mainly on my past and my family.
I will probably of course need to do a lot of editing for those journals as well before I publish them my blog, but none the less I think its time that I write them.
I keep telling my self that I have to clean my house but I have kept putting it off so this weekend I am going to clean my house up, like hard core.
Excuse me while I pick my nose.
I did not go to the gym today, but I should of.
This morning I could of gotten all of my stuff together so that I could go to the gym after work but I was lazy, because I didn’t put a bottle of water in the freezer the night before so I told myself this morning that I was going to come home from work and then go to the gym.
Instead of going to gym after work when I got home I went upstairs and masturbated and took a nap.
I also need to clean out my car and take it to the car wash, and I need a few more sentences and then I am done.
I should floss my teeth more often and I received a reminder in the mail reminding me to schedule a check appointment with my dentist.
Good night.

I'm at the library.

8/20/2009
10:53pm
A week or two ago the Microsoft word that came with my new laptop stopped working so I had to go out and buy a new one or buy and download it from the internet.
Editor's note: The spellchecker on this Blogger program wants me to capitalize internet, also cedar point should probably be capitalized as well since its a place.
Seeing as how my internet connection hasn’t been that great for the past couple of months I knew that purchasing it from the internet would be difficult.
Oh shit, I just realized that I was supposed to call my dad today to remind him about making reservations to cedar point.
The reason I had to purchase a new Microsoft program was because the trial version that I had on here had expired.
And then on Tuesday or Monday I went up to best buy to purchase it since I found a gift card that I had to best buy, and that was where I purchased this new computer.
And then yesterday I opened up one of the programs on here just to see what it was before I was able to do anything with the program a small pop screen appeared saying that I had to register the product so that I could use all of the features and it gave two options as to how I wanted to register my product.
The first option was to register it over the internet which I knew wouldn’t be an easy task but it was the recommended way of registering according to Microsoft and it gave a second option of registering over the phone which I didn’t want to do.
So I tried registering via the internet a couple of times but that didn’t work so I closed the program and played a game of chess, and then after that I tried again.
This time it worked.
Editor's note: The internet connection at my place can be kind of dogdey, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't.
Editor's note: But actually registering the product didn't take that long, maybe only a minute or two.
From the time that I tried to register it the first time today to the last time when I was successful and the time in between when I played a game of chess it only lasted maybe five minutes.
So the whole process of registering the program that I had already purchased and installed on my computer didn’t really take all that long and I didn’t even have to fill in any information but I was kind of pissed that I actually had to jump through another hoop just so I could use my word processor that I had to go and purchase from the store for the first time.
Yesterday when I opened the new program on my computer for the first time and it prompted me to register my product I didn’t really think anything about it.
Anyways I think I’m going to finish my orange juice now and then I’m going to get ready for bed.

I passed my cpr class yesterday.

753words
6:43pm to 7:17pm
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sweat is the lubricant of the world, or maybe its k-y jelly.
There, I am done with my journal entry now.
That first line is the reason why I bother to turn on my computer after I came back from the gym about a half hour ago.
I turned on my computer after I got back from the gym with the intention of just creating a journal entry.
I meant to write more than just that first line so I guess I was trying to be funny a couple of lines up.
Instead of getting right to the journal thing I decided that I was going to finish reading the rest of the book I was reading.
It’s the second book in the series of the true blood books.
Or I should say that the hbo series is based on the books, and the hbo series is called true blood. The first book of the series is called ‘dead until dark’ and the second book, the one that I just finished reading is called ‘living dead in dallas’ I think.
Both of them weren’t really that bad.
Before I go ahead and read the rest of them I am going to finish reading the rest of the books I already have.
The main reason why I guess I decided to read those books anyways was mostly because I liked the tv show and I was already done watching the first season of the tv show and I don’t have cable so I won’t be seeing the second season any time soon.
The very first book in the series is what the main chunk of the first season of the tv show is based on and I think part of the very last episode is actually in the second book, and of course just like with novels being made into movies there is considerable difference between the tv show and the books.
But I’m not complaining about the differences, I think the books (or at least the first two books in the series, those are the only two books of the series that I have read so far.) and the tv show are both very good.
I still don’t have much of a internet connection at my place.
I can’t really call it my house since its not really a house, and its not really an apartment.
I didn’t go to the gym yesterday but I did go Friday after work and I went earlier today.
Today when I went to the gym I just went in the sauna, which is basically just a room where they turn up the temperature really high so you sweat a lot.
I didn’t do any real exercising this weekend because on Wednesday or Thursday night while I was sleeping in my bed I pulled a muscle pretty badly in my right leg, below the knee.
When I’m a sleep or just during the day I get the urge to stretch, so usually I do stretch when I get the urge to do so.
In the past year or two when I’ve stretched my legs while I was in bed I pulled one of my calf muscles, or at least I think its called the calf muscle.
The muscle on the back part of your leg just below the knee.
Anyways, when I pull this muscle it really hurts, and I have done it several times over the past couple of years.
When I pull it I feel a sharp pain shoot through most of my body for an instant and then the sharp pain remains in my lower leg.
It hurts so much that I can’t set the leg down on my bed, so I just hold it for what seems like an hour (although I probably only hold it an inch or two off the mattress for a minute or two) before I finally set it down gently on my bed and then I try to go back to bed.
When I get out of bed the next morning I can walk but it usually hurts a little.
Most of earlier this week I went to the gym after work to sit in the sauna so I think that helped heal my leg faster than it otherwise would of healed.
Yesterday and today I probably could of gone to the gym and did what I usually do at the gym on the weekends.
I’m going to go get dinner now, and then after that I will go grocery shopping.

right now i am at the panera restaurant place just down the street and I sat down at the wrong table.
i am here pecking at my laptop computer and in the next table over there is a black lady who is listening to her music via headphones.
the music she's playing is loud enough to where i can hear it sometimes but what is really bothering me is that she sings, or at least i'm assumming that what she thinks she is doing.
she's not singing the entire song, just parts of it.
but she is only maybe five feet away from her and she is singing loud enough so that i can hear her lound and clear. if i was having a conversation with someone sitting at my table then I probably wouldn't even raise my voice as loud as she does.
i actually came here to work on something else so that is what i am going to do now.

update: a few moments after i finished writing the above, she started getting ready to leave and she left!
when she left and said, have a good night i just instinctivly kind of mumbled you too.
after the fact i think if i would of had to do it again i probably would of just ignored her.

presto manifesto

Right now I am at the macomb community college down the street from where I live.
Today I left work at about two thirty because one of the boss ladies said I could go home earlier since I have so much personal time that I need to use up and the cat scan machine was having some preventive maintianence later in the afternoon.
So I left work a little after I finished having lunch.
I normally leave at four thirty.
I got a cheese burger from the wendy's just down the street from where I work.
The cheese burger was greasy and I think it was overcooked.
It had the taste of the grill on it and I didn't get any french fries for lunch because I am trying to, although not very hard to, lose weight.
So I was hungry for the rest of the day because I didn't eat enough for lunch and the lunch that I did consume did not taste really good.
Right before I ate lunch today is when my boss told me I could go home early and after she told me that I thought I could go to the gym and then go out to lakeside mall to buy a pretzel and some of those expensive chocolate chip cookies simply because I got to go home early from work in the middle of the week.
You have to reward yourself once and awhile.
the problem was i reward myself a little to often probably.
after lunch i took care of some paper work and i put some charts away.
well, what I really did was go home right after work and I took a nap because I didn't really have enough energy after lunch to go to the gym.
after i got out of bed from my nap, i think i originally set the alarm for an hour but I ended up reseting the alarm at least once for an extra thirty minutes.
so i ended up sleeping for an hour and a half or maybe two hours.
yesterday i cleaned up the bathroom on the mainfloor and I went for a walk since i didn't go to the gym after work.
i might go for a walk after i get home from here or i might just go for a walk around the track a couple of times before i leave the school.
anyways, i need to do some cleaning in the house tonight before i go to bed.
i know that since i took a nap today after work i probably will have trouble falling asleep so i might as well stay up a little later than usual and put it to good use.
i also have to take my clean clothes out of the laundry basket and hang them up so they hopefully don't look too wrinkled tomorrow.
this morning i thought that i could start a new fashion thing by always wearing my clothes really wrinkled, no maybe not because i don't think they would understand.
but maybe i could write a short story about the wrinkled mafia, they wear wrinkled clothes because their faces are wrinkled from some sort of industrial accident?
earlier today after i got home from the mall i was still hungry from lunch and it was about six pm at the time so i thought about haveing an early dinner and i also thought about going for a walk before dinner.
i usually eat dinner at about seven pm.
six pm would be a really early dinner for me.
most men that i know have been to a strip club at some point in their life times, but i've never been.
anyways, i decided to play chess on my computer for a little bit and then go and have dinner.
before i got my second laptop i played chess on my first laptop a lot and i actually won a lot, but that was because it was on the first level and when i would make a really bad mistake i would usually go back and make a different move.
now when i play chess on my laptop i still play the same chess program and i still am playing on the first level but i'm no longer using the back or redo button to change my mistakes.
granted i'm not winning as much games, but i am winning some.
i think in the next couple of weeks i'll be ready to move up to the next level.
life and chess are not as easy when you don't use the redo button.
anyways, after chess i got this brillant ideal to go to wendys and eat my dinner at the schools library right across the street and then afterwards i could use one of the computers to right a big long journal entry on my blog since i haven't really written a lot recently.
and then after that i would still have time to come back home and do some cleaning because the library closes at eight forty five i think.
so that is what i am doing right now.
or maybe the libray closes at nine fourty five, i'm not sure.
after all these years and writing so many journals i still don't know how to correctly use ideal or idea.
anyways, i've never been to a strip club.
in the past my friend chris and my little brother has asked me if i wanted to go the strip club.
i guess i was just to embarrassed to go, i was afraid that i was going to pay to have a lap dance and then i would blow my load and make a big mess or i would get so nervous that i would throw up on the dancer.
the library closes at nine o'clock the librarian lady just said to some other guy that is sitting a couple of rows in front of me.
the librarian lady is going around turning off the computers and they just turned off the lights at eight fourty five.
so i guess that is it.
ciao.

I will go to the gym later today after I eat lunch.

7/25/2009
10:03pm
I just got back from my dad’s house…
I have to get my laundry from the car so you’re going to have to wait a minute...
A couple of minutes later...
I just had to go out to the car to get my laundry that I went over to my dad’s house to pick up.
My dad and I both live in the metro detroit area but we have our own places, I think we both live in macomb county, but I don’t own a clothes washing machine and dryer so I have to go over there each weekend to wash my clothes.
My place doesn’t have a cable internet hookup either and I don’t pay for any internet so my laptop, that I am using right now to create this journal, is at the mercy of the wireless connections around here.
Lately the wireless internet god has not been paying attention to me because I can’t get a strong enough wireless connection to really do much as far as internet goes.
Editor note: Maybe if you sacrifice a goat or something in the name of the wireless internet god then maybe you'll get a better internet connection. On second thought maybe you shouldn't do any sacrificing because that can get kind of messy.
Last night I rediscovered the internet connection at my dad’s house so I was able to watch a couple of the dexter episodes.
And I did the same tonight as I was eating dinner at my dad’s house tonight.
After I am doneA with this journal entry I am going to watch the rest of the last dvd to the first season of true blood and then I will probably get ready for bed.
This is going a lot slower than I would like it too.
I’m sure you don’t really want to hear about the digestive problems that I have been having today.
I don’t really want to talk about my digestive problems anyways, so if you want me to tell you than your shit out of luck.
I am going to take a drink of my pop right now.
For the past week or two I have limited my self during the week to one pop in they morning and I have to tell you, its been kind of difficult to do that.
Each day some time after lunch when I was at work I would start to get a headache, but then I could have been getting the headaches because of my fucked up teeth.
Editor note to writer: So far over this weekend you have been drinking more than one pop during the day so I think the sacrifice that you made during the past week was in vain.
I am probably just now coming up to a half of a page now in this journal entry.
The goal is “write” a one page journal entry in a fast sort of way.
That isn’t the way I wanted to say it…
form of thought, trace of thought, something to do with thought sort of way.
Basically what I am trying to get at is that I just want to write a one page journal entry as fast I can by just writing whatever comes to mind first as long as its not fictional.
I know that artist such as writers and musicians sometimes say that they have a muse of some sort, I’m guessing now that muses usually only gravitate towards writers of fiction you know people that write novels instead of towards people that write journals.
Anyways, if anyone would like to apply for the position of vacancy that I have for a muse then please email me.
Be sure to include your name, age, gender, email address, and if you’re a female between the ages of 18 and about fourty then please include your photograph.
I really liked the tv show true blood.
The phrase that I was looking for was “train of thought” I think.
Tomorrow I am going to clean up my place like hardcore so that I can get my dad over here to put in my air conditioners.
Every year it’s the same damn thing, I always wait a little too long to have my air conditioner put in for what ever reason.
What else should I tell you about now.
I really wish that netflix was able to send my dvd’s to me faster.
Their thing was that they would send it to you the next day.
Its never seem to be that way with me.
If I put this dvd in the mail on Monday morning then I will probably get my next dvd by Wednesday or thursday.
I really should be writing more journals but I try to avoid it, I guess I have this love hate relationship with writing.
I don’t know what else to say now.
That’s it for now.
By bye.
Good night.

I still have to take a shower and brush my teeth.

7/23/2009
9:16pm
I just got back from macomb community college which is just down the street from me, the one on twelve and hayes.
I went there after I stopped at wendy’s to pick up dinner.
The plan was to eat my wendy’s and watch the tv show dexter using their wireless internet.
I was pretty sure that they had wireless internet so I took my laptop computer with me to watch dexter as I ate dinner since I was having connection problems at my place for the past week or two.
I am happy now that I have watched the next episode of dexter on the netflix website.
Like I said my wireless internet has been giving my trouble.
Its not really my wireless internet connection since I’m just using the wireless connections that are just floating around my house.
Its almost Friday so over the weekend I am going to do two things that I have been kind of avoiding:
the first thing I’ve been avoiding is my dad.
I am going to make it a point to get a hold of my dad and have lunch with him.
The second thing that I have been avoiding is cleaning up my house.
I am going to clean up my house this weekend so that I can have my air conditioners put in this weekend.
That is something that I should of done a long time ago.
I think I am going to call it quits for tonight.

I shouldn't drink so much pop.

Monday, July 13, 2009
6:14pm
532 words
From now on Mondays right after work is going to be the time when I sit at my computer and create a new journal entry.
Last week my coworker Mary said that they were considering legalizing pot.
She didn’t really go into any details but she seemed convinced that it would actually happen soon.
I’m assumming that she meant that it was going to be federal law instead of just a state law.
If did all of sudden become legal to sell and grow pot then I would consider becoming a farmer.
After dinner I’m going to do something.
I’m not sure what, but I will do something.
I should probably do some grocery shopping after dinner.
Tomorrow after work I’ll deposit my check at the bank and then I’ll go to the gym.
After dinner tomorrow I’ll clean the first floor bathroom.
And then the next day I’ll clean the kitchen and then front room.
And then the next day I’ll clean my bedroom.
Or maybe I’ll just stop going to the gym until I finish cleaning up my place.
Last week I received the first dvd of the first season of the tv show true blood in the mail from that company.
I really liked it.
It was only the first two episodes but the dvd also had commentary on the those two episodes so I watched those as well.
It was either yesterday or Saturday that I went up to borders bookstore to check out the book that the tv show I mentioned above is based on.
I think the name of the book is called dead until dark.
I read maybe the first half of the first chapter and I wasn’t really impressed so I didn’t purchase the book.
I need to have my car washed and I need to clean out the inside of the car.
The windshield has these water spots on them that won’t come out after I hit the windshield washer thing.
That is my one big complaint about my car.
The winshield wipers don’t really work that well.
My friend chris and I talked on the phone Thursday night and we agreed to do something together on Saturday or Sunday if he didn’t have to go to that training thing for work.
He found out Friday that he was going on the training thing for work and he called me on Friday but I didn’t call him back until Saturday afternoon.
It looks like I’m about half way finished with this page.
Part of me is now wishing that I took a nap instead of writing a journal.
After I eat dinner I’ll go grocery shopping and then I’ll come back home and go to bed.
I’m not really feeling it right now.
What else should I write about.
That’s not a question, it’s a statement.
I need to loose weight.
When I sleep on my side, I can prop my arm on my belly.
I don’t know what I want to really do right now, what I really mean is I don’t know what I should do.
I’m just going to take a short nap and then I’m going to have dinner.

happy fourth of july

7-4-2009
11:46pm
After I am done creating this new entry in my journal I am going to bed.
Happy fourth of july to you, and you.
My fourth of july was enjoyable, kinda.
I went to the gym before I left to go my aunt’s house with my mom.
The last time that we went to this particular aunt’s house…
forget it I’m just going to go to bed.
Goodnight.
I’ll try to write again tomorrow.

I just flossed my teeth.

Sunday, June 28, 2009
On Thursday Michael Jackson died of a apparent heart attack.
It really is unfortunate because he was only fifty years old, which is actually younger than my dad.
Way back in the day I was a fan of his music but to honest with you I don’t really care that he died because I guess I’m just that kind of person.
Like I said, its unfortunate that he had to die at such a young age, but then when anyone dies at such a young age I would say the same thing.
But since I’m not a fan of his music and he's not a really important world leader then it doesn’t really bother me all that much that he is dead.
I wouldn’t be all that surprised if we find out that his death had to do with drugs.
Also on Thursday my dad’s house lost power.
I think it was Thursday.
My brother called later that night asking about whether or not I lost power too.
I told him I had not lost power and he told me that they lost power at the house and that they would probably be coming over later.
They never actually came over but I ended up clearing off my kitchen table anyways so that my dad wouldn’t complain to me about how I should clean up the house more often.
I think I’m just going to get ready to go to sleep now.

I am reading the book Pygmy, by chuck palahniuk.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009
636 words before edit.
8:47 pm to 9:27pm
A little less than one page in length.
The font on this microsoft program keeps changing back to a font called calibri and then the font size keeps changing back to 11.
I think I just managed to change the default font to the one I keep using.
Its called times new roman with size 12.
I think it looks better than the calibri font.
I suspect that the calibri font is some how related to southern Italy since there is a city named Calibrio in that area.
Also, part of my family is from Calibrio.
And then of course the new roman font is probably somehow related to Italian culture and history as well.
Anyways, I should have been writing a journal more often but I guess I have kind of been avoiding it.
I have been going to the gym on a more consistent basis, which reminds me I have to put a bottle of water in the freezer for tomorrow.
As always I have to edit this before I publish this on my blog.
I have started a new blog on the blogger.com community so that I can create a new short story each week.
The idea or concept behind creating that blog is that I just simply make a short story about the first thing that comes to mind as a little practice.
I of course can’t tell my millions of readers on this blog because I want to keep the two blogs separate.
I have been watching a new, well I don’t know how new it is but its new to me, tv series on the netflix website.
The show is called sanctuary.
Its about a team of scientist who track down and study what they call abnormals.
The place where they work and live is like a really big castle on the outside but its in the middle of a large urban city.
I actually thought it was a pretty good show, but I watched all of the first season already and the second season is not yet available on their website.
I think I saved the second season in my Q.
I forget how you spelled the word but the way you say it is just like saying the letter q.
As far as what is available to watch through the netflix website there seems to be some good movies on there but there are also some really bad ones on there as well.
With netflix you can watch the movies that they send you in the mail and you can watch them on their website in two different ways.
The way that I watch them is I just go to the website and watch them on the site.
The other way is that some how you can stream the video right to your tv through your cable modem or maybe you have to hook up your laptop to your tv.
I think the screen on my laptop is actually bigger than the tv that I have.
I have been at this for about a half hour now.
I have to move a little quicker, and I should stop mentioning the name of the company that I rent movies on this blog until I get some sort of sponsorship.
I like the tv show harpers island.
At first I guess I kind of thought it was corny but its really good.
I have said this before for awhile now but I mean it this time.
I am going to stop masturbating.
My goal is to stop masturbating until I get my shit together.
I really don’t know how long that is going to be but I’m thinking at least a month but definitely by the end of the summer.
I think the season for harpers island is almost over, I’ve watched up to the episode where they find the little girl.
I think the little girl’s name is madison.
I’m not really sure what else to talk about.
Tomorrow pft is going to be having patients but I don’t think the cat scan schedule is really busy.
Friday’s schedule was sooo busy.
Well, not really.
There was only one patient scheduled.
Saturday morning I have to go to the bank to cash my check and I have to clean my house. That’s about it for tonight.

The red wings are going to win the stanley cup tomorrow and I have to use the bathroom.

Monday, June 01, 2009
10:07 to 10:46pm
785 words, a little more than one page.
Tomorrow work will be at least a little busy because I’ll have to check in cat scan and pft patients.
The lady that does the pft test is a nice person and we get along well its just that by adding pft to the same office as the ct I think they’re trying to put too many people into one office.
But I guess the bottom line is that I don’t like my job that much.
I like the fact that I get a paycheck every two weeks, but I don’t feel I get paid enough.
When I’m done writing/creating this I will take my pill and drink a glass of milk and orange juice.
I have to take those lactaid pills because I’m lactose intolerant.
Tomorrow after work I’m going to stop by the bank and then after that I’ll go to the gym to sit in the sauna for a little while.
Sometime after that I’ll eat dinner and watch the redwings game at my dad’s house.
Tomorrow the redwings will play against the penguins in Pittsburgh at eight pm.
Like I said before I’m glad that the west coast teams are out of the playoffs because now I don’t have to stay up late just to watch the first two periods of the game.
If the game was on the west coast the game would probably start at ten pm or later.
I would like the red wings to win tomorrow but I have a feeling that they’ll lose either tomorrow or the next game simply because their tired old farts.
Well, their not that old but they are the older team and they just played on Saturday and Sunday.
On Wednesday I’m going to have to call the car insurance company to see whats going with my car insurance.
I have to renew my insurance soon so I need to check to see if that just automatically just happens or if I have to send them another check.
It doesn’t seem like I’m typing fast enough.
It seems I always do things slow.
I have about half the page to go yet.
Yesterday during the redwings game my dad taught the dog how to shake finally.
We’ve had the dog for probably ten years and we taught her how to roll over and the sit and that was pretty much it.
It was so funny to watch my dad trying to teach our fat little dog how to shake.
This morning before I went to work I realized that my phone was almost dead but it was too late to put my phone on the charger.
After I got to work I actually turned my cell phone off instead of just leaving it on vibrate like I usually do.
I don’t really want to go to work tomorrow.
After work instead of going to the gym I came home and took a nap because I had to put my phone on the charger.
The full extent of my excuse for not going to the gym today was that I forgot my bottle of water this morning and my phone needed to be charged.
When I go to the gym to sit in the sauna I bring a bottle of water and my cell phone with me so that I can check my email, play tetris, and read the news on my phone.
So my time at the gym wouldn’t be all that great without my water and my phone.
I’m almost done filling up this page.
I really need to make some more friends, in particular I want to make more female friends because I like the way some of them look in tight clothes.
Right after I finish writing this I need to use the potty.
I ate a cheeseburger and french fries from wendy’s and after that I went to meijers to exchange my empty bottles.
I got like twelve dollars from my empty bottles but I spent like twenty or so dollars on stuff that I needed.
I didn’t actually need this stuff right away but within the next couple of days I would need to purchase more lactaid pills.
I also purchased a packaged of new underwear.
I wear the boxer briefs.
I don’t like them to be tight but they need to be tight enough so that they don’t fall off.
I’m reading the book called ‘the agony and the ecstasy’.
It’s a biographical novel about the painter/sculpture Michelangelo.
Its really long and it has so much detail to the point where its almost tiresome, or at least I know probably a lot of people would consider it to be boring.
But I actually find it to be really interesting.

Today has been gloomy and rainny all day, but its also warm and humid.

Thursday, May 21, 2009
I think this is my second journal entry using my brand new laptop computer.
I’m actually not all that crazy about my new laptop.
First off, you can’t really using on your lap because your body heat causes the computer to heat up a lot quicker and these little computers don’t like getting too hot.
Tomorrow the redwings play the blackhawks in the third game of the series.
The game is at chicago and the game starts a eight pm.
I live in michigan so I’m glad that all of the west coast teams are out of the playoffs because that means there won’t be anymore late games, games that start at ten.
Tomorrow I’m going to go to my friend chris’s place to watch the game with him and his friends. I don’t really have a lot of friends.
I have chris but that’s pretty much it, but even then I wouldn’t really consider him to be a close friend.
I don’t really want to go there because I don’t like to talk about that part.
This weekend is a three day weekend!
I don’t work this Saturday coming up, I had to work last Saturday morning.
Saturday mornings are usually only four or five hours but none the less I have to get up.
Where I work you get to work one Saturday morning every month and on that Saturday morning when you work you get sent home early one day during the week so that way they don’t pay you over time.
Part of the reason its like this at work is because the owners are fuckin greedy ass jews, and on top of that the economy sucks.
I don’t mean to get all racist up in here but the medical company that I work for is owned by several jewish doctors and their a bunch of cheap asses.
I know that all Jewish people are not cheap ass bastards, but these doctors are running this business like a business.
Their trying to suck out as much money from this business as possible by paying low wages and being cheap with all the business expenses.
I wouldn’t mind working Saturday mornings if I got paid overtime for it, hell if I got paid overtime I would be willing to work more than just one Saturday a month.
On a week when I work a Saturday its like I get paid for five days of work but I actually work six days.
I don’t really like my job, but it’s a job and I make enough money to pay the bills.
I make enough money to pay the bills but I feel that I’m worth more than what they pay me. That’s right boss lady, I’m worth more than what you pay me bitch! (laughs)
its almost time for me to get ready for bed.
This weekend I think I’m going with my mom to one of her sister’s house to celebrate memorial day this Monday.
It shouldn’t be that bad but I know that I’m probably going to be the oldest cousin there and my younger cousins will be there and all of my mom’s sisters will be there as well.
That will be it for now.
10:20pm to 10:50pm
540 words.

after work i went to the bank and then i went home and went for a walk.

Saturday, May 09, 2009
This is the first journal entry of my new laptop computer.
I bought a new one because my old laptop, which is only a year or two old, is broken and the people at office max can’t fix it.
So I purchased a new one, with a bigger screen, at best buy.
I think I purchased it earlier in the week or maybe that was last week.
I’m going to create this one page as quick as I as can and then I think I’m going for a walk.
I still have my old laptop and I think I’m going to take it apart and fix it myself.
I should also call my friend chris, not to help me fix my computer but because I haven’t talked to him in a while.
For the past week or two its been kind of rainy.
But now I think the sun is out, so that is nice.
I own a 2008 chrysler sebring and I’m not exactly crazy about it.
From the beginning right when I purchased it I knew that I didn’t like the interior of the car, but now I have two more things I would like to add to the list.
The first thing is that the windshield wipers suck.
I think I purchased the car in november of last year so I haven’t even had the car that long, and my dad who is leasing a chrysler says that the windshield wipers suck, and now I have to replace the wipers.
I don’t know how long windshield wipers usually last but I think they usually last longer than that.
I guess the guy that created the windshield wipers for the newer chryslers didn’t get to spend as much money on his department as he would of liked to.
The satellite radio is really nice, but my one complaint about the radio is that the one station that I listen to on the regular radio doesn’t really come in well.
On the back of the roof of the car it looks like there is a spot where I can attach a small antenna but I didn’t get one with my car.
Maybe the dealer forgot to give it to me.
After I go for my walk I will watch the rest of the donnie darko dvd.
I still haven’t watched all of the extras on there.
The computer keeps stopping on this one particular deleted scene so I know that its not my computer.
I’ll have to take a shit before I leave for my walk as well.
I think that is it for now.
Good bye.
2:51pm to 3:10pm
438 words.

go redwings...and happy mother's day.

I have to be quick because the redwings game starts in a little bit.
The redwings game starts at ten pm i think and its nine forty six, eastern time.
The wings could finish this series tonight and advance to the next round so this is kind of a big game.
I took my mom out to dinner tonight at el charros for mother's day.
My mom had to work sunday night and the redwings game was on so going out to dinner on sunday was out of the question.
I know its late but happy mothers day to all the baby mama's out there, and go red wings.

i am going to put greasy stuff on my hands in just a little bit.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009
8:34pm to 9:11pm
Today is Tuesday and work went pretty good today.
During the last journal that I created I think I mentioned that the pft’s were going to be starting today at work.
The pft’s went good.
I don’t think pft’s is really going to be difficult.
I went to the tigers game last night with my dad and my brother.
The tigers beat the Yankees four to one or maybe the Yankees scored twice, I don’t remember if they did or not.
The game was pretty entertaining.
We had seats way up in the nose bleed section behind the Yankees dugout.
Last night was the first time that I had gone to Comerica park.
The new ball park is such a huge difference than the old ballpark.
Tomorrow after work I’m going to go the doctor’s office to schedule an appointment to see the doctor.
it feels like I have something stuck in my throat and its causing me some discomfort and it makes my throat feel sore.
I don’t know how long its been like this, I guess its just now really starting to bother me.
I’m more concerned about it being something serious than how much its bothering me right now.
I think when I go into the doctor's office to schedule the appointment and they ask me why I need to see the doctor I'll tell them that I think I'm pregnant.
the funny part is that i'm a guy.
There have been moments where I start to think about it and then I get really worried that its cancer or something.
Whats up with this pig flu?
That’s what swine flu is, swine is another word for pig.
And it all started in mexico.
My hands are kind of dry.
After I finish this I’m going to put lotion on my hands and then I’m going to watch another movie on Netflix.
Before that thought I think I will put this journal and my other journal entry up onto my blog.
I really want to start attracting more attention to my blog.
On Netflix.com I’ve watched most of the mythbusters episoides that are available to watch on the website.
I could probably go to the discovery channel website and watch some even more recent episodes.
The red head chick on that show is really really attractive.
I would like to do very bad things with her, but then I would like to do very bad things with a whole bunch of other human females as well.
I also have been watching the current season of ncis on the Netflix.com.
I really like ncis and mythbusters.
Another show that I’ve started watching was the new one, I think its called harper’s island.
The one where that group goes to this island to celebrate a wedding but then they get killed off one by one.
I think its either the bride or the groom that is doing all the killing.
It would be to obvious if some of the others were the killers so I picked the most unlikely. Anyways, harpers island is pretty good so far.
I’m not sure what else to put.
It looks or sounds like the tigers are doing pretty good so far this year.
But the pistons have been swept out of the playoffs this year by Cleveland I think it was.
The pistons got knocked of the playoffs in the first round!
I’m not really surprised by the pistons results.
The redwings made it into the second round of the playoffs by sweeping the I forget who they were playing.
It wasn’t the Washington capitals cause they were playing the new York rangers…
fuck I don’t believe I don’t remember who they were playing.
It’ll come to me when I’m going to sleep tonight.
I think the wings go on to play against the ducks or maybe it was the sharks, I know it was one of those teams.
I think I’m almost done with this writing.
Right after I’m done writing/typing this I’m going to run upstairs to turn on the tv to make sure there’s not a hockey game on the candian channel.
Or I could just go online to find out.
I have a feeling that there aren’t any games tonight though.
Tomorrow when I go to the doctor’s office to schedule an appointment I’m going to give them my new address.
Dad told me yesterday while we were driving to the baseball game to look into buying one of those foreclosed houses cause their suppose to be super cheap.
He also said that I could probably go halfs on it with my brother.
Based on his recent history there is no way that I’m going to buy a house with my brother, and I’m not going to let him stay there either.
I really hope that dad doesn’t try and make me let him move in with me when I get my house.
I think that I will really start to look for a new house within the next couple of weeks.
Tomorrow right after work I’m going to make a doctor’s appointment.
After that I’m going to watch the dvd that has been sitting here on the table for awhile now. After dinner tomorrow I’ll floss my teeth, and clean up the bathroom down here on the first floor.

i really need to clean up my place.

Sunday, April 26, 2009
About two weeks ago I started having problems with my computer so last Sunday I took my computer into the office max over on Gratiot and Masonic.
The problem that I was having was that when I would play a dvd or even run the Norton 360 scan the screen would almost scramble in the same sort of way when your tv screen would go fuzzy.
And then when that would happen the lights on the keyboard of my computer would stay on but the keyboard would not respond.
The only way that I could get my computer to work again would be to take the battery out of it.
My computer is an hp pavilion dv2000.
In other words it’s a laptop that is about two years old now, maybe a little older than that now.
The computer fixer at office max said that it was the ram or rom drive in my computer and he recommended having that replaced.
I think altogether the repair cost like $170 (u.s.) dollars.
They had to do a diagnostic scan which cost seventy dollars, which is how they found out that the ram or rom was bad.
The ram or rom cost like 70 dollars and then the maintenance that was required to put that part in my computer was another 30 dollars.
I don’t know if those are considered reasonable prices or not but my laptop is working properly now so I’m happy.
The cost of the fix didn’t hurt me too much so I’m not worried about the cost as long as I don’t start having the same problems again.
I got my computer back on Tuesday after work and then after I took my laptop home I immediately put it to use and I got the same problem again so I was going to bring the computer back this weekend to office max but then when I started watching videos online I think on Friday or Thursday I didn’t have any problems with it.
I watch movies on Netflix.com a lot and then I also rent dvd’s from Netflix as well.
Tomorrow I think I am suppose to go to the tigers game with my dad and brother but I don’t really want to go because I have been having problems with my digestive system.
Anyways, as far as my laptop goes I was really worried that the problem was that conficter virus that the media was saying was going to be coming out on April first and that they weren’t going to be able to fix my computer.
Well, like I said, I think they did fix it.
I really hope my dad doesn’t really give a hard time about not going to the tigers game with him.
On Tuesday at work pft is going to be starting.
Pft is a breathing test and like I think I mentioned before I work in the ct department at the office that I work at.
I can’t really tell you where I work but I can tell you that the ct department where I work is separated from the rest of the diagnostic department simply because they couldn’t fit the ct machine into the same office where they do ultrasounds and mammo-grams.
Anyways, the office buildings that the ct scan and the rest of the diagnostic department is located in is near a hospital and in the hospital we used to have the pft’s department.
On Friday they moved the pft stuff into my office.
And then on Tuesday pft will start seeing patients.
I’m not looking forward to this.
Thankfully crystal, who normally works in the other part of the diagnostic center will be working with me on Tuesday.
So maybe it won’t be too bad.
I have a feeling that its going to be a very difficult and stressful day on Tuesday.
I’m concerned because I think its going to be too much extra work for me and the ct part of the office is going to suffer because of it, and also the waiting room area of the office is already small and on almost everyday all the chairs become occupied.
So I know we’re going to run into this situation even more.
I’m not really looking forward to the coming week.
That is it for tonight.
Good night.

i almost went and got a hair cut today.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009
10:20pm to 10:43pm
Right now as almost always I’m sitting at my kitchen table typing at my computer.
I actually don’t sit here and type all that much, but I do sit at my computer a lot.
Tomorrow after work I’m going to come home and clean up my bathroom on the main floor and I’m going to put in the new toilet seat that I purchased last week.
That reminds me of the tv show dead like me during the first season where the main character dies from being hit by a toilet seat that fell from the sky and killed her.
Her little sister started stealing toilet seats and she hung them all from a tree.
The main character, George, eventually sees this tree and she nearly shits herself because the tree is huge and its branches are filled with toilet seats.
I would say that would be a very flattering way of remembering your sister.
The older lady who lives in the apartment or house right next to mine is now and has been listening to music for the past hour or two probably.
Our apartments are connected so when I watch my movies she can probably hear me.
I kind of get the feeling that she’s kind of on the crazy side, or maybe just kind of crazy the way people do when they get old.
I think she also has a handicapped sticker on her car, not an actual sticker but you know what I’m talking about the blue sign with the white symbol of the person in the wheelchair.
She doesn’t appear to be physically handicapped so I can only assume that my assumption is correct that she is at least a little crazy.
I have something stuck in my throat again, its actually been there for a couple of weeks.
I’m pretty sure that its just a piece of food stuck in a small cavity in the soft tissue of my throat.
I can eat and everything.
For the most part its just annoying.
I feel like I’ve been typing for ever and I think I’m only half way through this first page.
I don’t know what else I want to talk about now.
What I want to do is stop and get myself another glass of orange juice.
Afterwards when I’m done typing I will get a cup of orange juice.
After work I came home and I took a nap but I don’t think I really needed the nap.
After work instead of coming straight home I think I’m going straight to the gym over by my parents house because that one is a lot nicer.
Yesterday when I went to the gym after work the sauna took awhile before it got really hot.
The steam room was a lot hotter than the sauna and the sauna is supposed to be the one that’s hotter because the steam if its hot enough will burn you, where as the heat in the sauna is actually just dry heat so it’s a lot easier to tolerate higher temperatures.
I didn’t really need to take a nap today after work cause I wasn’t really that tired and now I’m pretty sure I’m not going to be able to sleep easily so maybe I’ll stay up late and watch something else on Netflix.com.
today for dinner I had a cheeseburger from wendy’s with only ketchup and cheese which I ate while watching the newest available ncis episode.
I really like ncis.
That reminds me, I have to look on Netflix to see if a I can find this other police like tv show that I’m pretty sure was one of the cable channels.
In fact that’s what I’m going to do now.
Good night.

today is april fool's day.

Saturday, March 28, 2009
10:07pm to 10:43pm
Its been awhile since I’ve created a new journal entry, so I do apologize for making you wait for so long.
At eight this morning I had a dentist appointment and I think I got there about twenty minutes early.
When I got up this morning I went through my routine like I was going to work this morning, but of course I wasn’t actually going to work this morning.
Yesterday when I left work I said to myself that I would rather work today than go in this morning for my dentist appointment.
But after was all said and done the visit to the dentist wasn’t that bad because I didn’t have any cavities.
The dentist just said to try and brush and floss better.
I think they said that my last check up was about a year ago.
I think the last time that I really created a journal was sometime before st patrick’s day.
I’m actually part irish and I was baptized as a roman catholic.
So when I was a little baby my parents took me to church, took all of my clothes off, and had the priest dunk me into some really cold water.
There’s probably a video tape of this somewhere at my parents house.
I may have mentioned that I was part Italian so it should come as no surprise that I’m a roman catholic.
I don’t consider myself a roman catholic anymore so when someone asks what religion I am I tell them I was baptized as a roman catholic as a baby.
Today though I would consider myself an atheist, I think that would be the correct term.
For the most part I don’t believe in god, but part of me has some doubt about this sometimes.
I think I consider myself to be an atheist but just to be on the safe side I would say that I am a human being who believes in god, or at the very least some sort of higher power, but I don’t believe in any form of organized religion.
For the rest of this journal entry I’m just going to ramble on about other stuff that comes to my mind because if I start going into more detail about the religious stuff then that would probably require me to think and use my brain, but that hurts sometimes so I’m just going to take the easier route and avoid that for now.
I’m going to give you a bit of history lesson which is what I meant to do awhile ago on st patrick’s day.
I don’t know what its like now in Ireland, its probably still the same as it was then…
but anyways…st. patrick’s day to the Irish was a religious holiday like easter is around here. They would go to church and then after that have a big family dinner.
But to most people, even to people that I know are not irish, st patricks day is a day to go out to the bar and drink.
On st patricks day around the metro Detroit area bars open at like seven in the morning and start serving green beer.
Now I don’t even really celebrate st patricks day simply because I don’t really consider myself to be irish or catholic.
If your going to pervert a holiday so much like that then is it really even a holiday?
I mean, why don’t we just call st patricks day what it really is…st bar day or st drunk day.
Anyways, like I think I mentioned already I had a dentist appointment this morning.
I didn’t eat any breakfast before I went to the dentist but I did stop by tim hurton’s and burgerking on the way home from my appointment.
At time hurton’s I bought a glazed doughnut and one with chocolate frosting on top.
At burgerking I got what I usually get for breakfast, two egg and cheese croissants.
I think that’s pretty much it for tonight.
Bye buy.

the dentist told me I had no cavities!

Just a quick note:
I think I mentioned before that I was currently reading the book Choke by the guy that wrote fight club, well I just finished reading a chapter or two of it and part of me wants to just keep reading it.
I just finished reading chapter 24, and the last sentence is "I'm going to take her on the friggin' altar."
And I think this book was just made into a movie recently.

I went for a walk today after work.

Happy St. Patrick's day!

I would rather do shots of drain-o than floss my teeth.

Sunday, March 08, 2009
6:04pm to 6:36pm
Right now I’m sitting at my messy kitchen table writing in my journal.
I don’t really write in a journal any more, I type a journal that I save onto my laptop and publish on my blog.
When I am done with this I’m going to get something to eat and I think I’m going to take my dinner to my parents house so I can pick up the rest of my laundry.
Earlier today I went to the gym and now afterwards I’m glad that I went to the gym because I was actually considering not going to the gym today so that I could stay home and watch the rest of the hockey game that was on the television.
I think it was the boston bruins versus the ny rangers.
Last night the redwings played at home and they got beat really bad.
On Saturday nights the Canadian channel has hockey night which features at least one game, but its usually two games, with at least one Canadian team.
Last night after I finished my dinner I decided to stop by my parents house to pick up the rest of laundry and maybe watch the last bit of one of the hockey games.
When I got there it was only me and my fat little puppy dog.
Editor note: I don't want to say my doggy's name because...Okay, nevermind. My doggie's name is Little Bit. She's not actually my dog because she lives with my parents but its not like she runs away from me when I go over to my parent's house.
Anyways, when I got there I checked to make sure my laundry was completed and it kind of was.
The towels and my regular clothes were all finished but the whites weren’t even started.
I almost through the whites in the washer but there wasn’t really enough of them to really make a full wash so I just left them because I didn’t really need them.
These days, my whites are mostly just socks cause I don't wear underwear.
I had to stop to take a drink of my pop.
Sorry that it took so long for me to write another journal entry.
I’ve been meaning to write again but I just kept pushing it off for whatever reason.
Before yesterday I hadn’t gone to the gym for about a week because I devoted almost all the time I could to watching mi-5, which is a british tv show.
Anyways, getting back to last night.
After I brought the finished laundry upstairs I discovered that the tv in the front room was not working so I asked little bit why it wasn’t working.
She as usual didn’t say anything, which is probably a good thing anyways.
So I went upstairs with little bit to see if that tv worked.
Actually before I let little bit go up there with me I went upstairs to make sure that tv worked and after I turned the tv to Canadian hockey game I went back downstairs to get little bit and my pop.
I think I watched the last couple of minutes of the second period and then the rest of the game and I also watched a couple of minutes of the redwings game which was on cable.
After I realized that the redwings were getting hammered, I’m from the Detroit area so I have to root for the home team, I turned the channel back to the Canadian channel and I asked little bit why the redwings were getting clobbered seven to two.
After the game I was getting ready to leave when mom pulled up in front of the house with Michael.
Michael stumbled out drunk, he wasn’t drunk enough to fall flat on his face or anything but almost looked like he was going to fall when he made his way up the front porch.
He saw me in the front door and he said, "drunky is home" and then when he came inside, I was still standing in front of the door because I wasn’t really sure what to do, he came in and said, "the drunky wants to give you a hug."
I said "no because I didn’t give hugs to drunks" and I kind of fought my way through the front door and I said goodbye to mom.
And then I left.
I just stopped for a minute or two to collect my thoughts and take a drink of pop.
In the past when I write my journal I would take lots of time to stop and collect my thoughts but today was a good writing day.
After I’m done with this I have to go get something to eat for dinner, grocery shopping, and take out the trash.
Those are the things that I absolutely have to do tonight before I go to bed.
I don’t really need to stop by the house so I don’t think I’m going to.
Tomorrow after work I’m going to go directly to the gym over by my parent's house and then after that I’ll eat dinner and watch my movie that I have had sitting here for the past week or so.
I think its called love in the time of cholera.
Tomorrow after the movie if I have time I’ll call chris or clean up a little.
On Tuesday for sure after I eat dinner I will have to at the very least clean up the main floor up in here.
I think I’m almost done for now.
Oh, yeah last night was suppose to be daylight sayings time.
p.s. I wear underwear most of the time but I do like the feeling of sleeping nude.

I got sick the last time I ate at Panera.

2-18-2009
Right now I am at the panera bread shop restaurant place and I’m writing my journal.
I’m being a rebel by not plugging into the electrical outlet because I thought it would be a good ideal to run down my battery a little since I normally plug my laptop into the wall for power.
I think they close at nine tonight so I have to kind of quick about this.
I think I also still have a journal entry to edit and put up on my blog.
After work today I went straight to the gym on eight mile and harper instead of going home first.
i got there at a couple of minutes to five which is about the same time that I would of arrived at home.
I took 696 to 94 or 96, I forget which one, and that I took to eight mile.
I think if I go that way to the gym during the week then I would probably actually get better gas mileage!
When I went to the gym I put on my sweats and I went into the sauna.
After thirty or forty minutes I got out of the sauna and I cooled off for a little sitting by the hot tub.
I’m not sure what else to write about.
I ordered the, I forget what the sandwich is called.
I think its on ciabatta bread and I get it with just chicken, tomato, cheese, and basil.
I think it also comes with onions and some sort of mayo.
I also got a small mt. dew.
I think its actually a medium.
When I was at the gym after I cooled off for a little I went back in the sauna to get hot again before I left to go home.
My brother who is actually retarded is name mike.
I don’t have a girlfriend and I have never had a girlfriend.
I am a virgin.
I have never had any sort of sexual thing with anyone besides myself.
I like human females.
I really like big boobs and a nice little pussy.
I’m a human male.
I’m feeling distracted and not very motivated to write.
I think I’m going to get ready to leave now.

I went to the gym today.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
7:51pm to 8:30pm
Right now I’m sitting at my messy kitchen table creating this journal entry.
My teeth really suck.
Tomorrow after dinner I’m going to try to floss my teeth but I almost decided to start doing that tonight but I decided against it.
I was sent home early from work because I get to work Saturday morning.
Editor note: oh boy.
It was a nice change to work only a half a day today but I would rather not have to work on Saturday morning.
Patricia sent me home at lunch time today from work.
Editor note: She really doesn't like being called Patricia.
Like I said, its nice to work only a half a day once in while but I have to work Saturday morning so that’s like working six days but only getting paid for five so it sucks.
But anyways, instead of going home right after work I decided to get lunch at the coney island inside one of the building that I work in.
I ordered the breakfast deal thing, which since they add on one dollar after eleven am isn’t that much of a deal, which comes with two or three large eggs I forget which, and hash browns and toast.
I think the breakfast deal is for 3.99 but since I don’t get there before eleven then the bump up the price to 4.99 plus whatever the price of a small coke is.
They also give me a discount since I work at the hospital but I don’t really even work at the hospital.
I work in one of the professional buildings next to the hospital and the company that I work for is not even associated with the hospital.
A couple of weeks ago, or it was probably a month or two ago, I had an older lady on my schedule for some sort of cat scan and the girls at the other office were also going to do an x-ray on her as well.
The old lady went to the hospital that sits between our two buildings and instead of sending her over to the correct building the people at the hospital just told her that they could do the x-ray and the ct there.
Those bastards at the hospital have stolen our patients before.
Anyways, after work I went to eat the coney island and then I went home to at first get a pair of shorts and use the bathroom but after I got home I decided that I was going to dig out a pair of shorts from my dirty clothes pile and then take a nap.
Like I said before I, I usually only use the sauna at the gym during the week but since I got out of work a lot earlier I decided that I was actually going to work out.
Editor note: I went to the gym that is located on eight mile and harper I think.
That gym is so much nicer than the one on van dyke.
So I got to the gym by four o’clock at the latest and I left by about five because I was already hungry again.
I went and got dinner by about six and now here we are.
As I was driving home from the gym today I decided that I was either going to stop at the store to get the stuff to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich or I was going to eat the last poptart.
I decided on the poptart.
I also opened a bottle of mt dew as well, which I haven’t got half way through yet.
I just stopped to take a big drink of pop just a moment ago.
I think I’m almost done with this.
After I finish writing this I’m going to clean off this messy kitchen table and then I’m going to edit this so that I can publish it on my blog.
If your reading this on my blog then I have some news for you.
My real name is not Alberto Bryant the fourth.
Please edit this.
Editor note: Please edit this.
My real name is not Alberto Bryant the fourth so I can preserve my idenity.
Editor note: The editor is also the creator of this website, the sole contributor to this website, and the most amazing writer in the world.
Last night I watched the movie ‘serenity’ online at Netflix.
I don’t really want to go into the details but if you have a chance to watch it then I would recommend it.
I wouldn’t actually go out and purchase it.
I don’t know if any movie is actually that good to go out and purchase because I can just rent it from Netflix for next to nothing.
I would like to actually rent it from Netflix so that I could watch the extras that are included with the dvd.
I’m going to check out Netflix again today after I’m done with this to see if they still are offering the deal for me to add on another dvd for a buck or two.
Editor note: They are no longer offering the deal.
Or maybe I won’t bother because I can watch a bunch of movies online at their website.
But I will check to see if I put that movie on my list yet or as they call it my queue.
I’ve started using a spray bottle to water my plant that is on my kitchen table so that the dirt that is in the pot doesn’t get compacted and eroded so easily.
The draw back to this is that it appears that I have to water this plant more often now.
I seem to be watering the plant now at least a couple of times again now whereas before I watered it once a week.
I also purchased some of those little sticks of fertilizer that I have already given to the plant. Now its time to stop.

happy vd.

Thursday, February 12, 2009
8:55pm to 9:40pm
Take a deep breath and then begin.
Today work was pretty good.
Today Jill was the ultrasound tech, not Angela.
Jill isn’t that bad looking actually.
I think that Jill would be very hot under those scrubs.
Or better yet, I think she would be very hot with her scrubs on my bedroom floor.
Anyways, after work I went directly to the gym.
I really think I have a low testosterone level and keep in mind that I am a human male.
Is it normal for a male’s testosterone level to go down during their twentys?
Probably not.
I don’t think there is anything seriously wrong with me or anything like that.
I’m not worried that I have cancer or anything seriously wrong like that.
I actually suspect that I have had a low testosterone level all my life but I know that I am a man and I know that I was meant to be a man so it isn’t anything like that.
I know I have testosterone because I continue to grow facial hair and I have more than enough body hair but I don’t feel as creative and as aggressive as I used to.
And I don't feel as horny as I used to.
And I’ve never been a really aggressive person so if I feel like I haven’t been as aggressive like I used to then I think that’s really saying something.
I’m going to force myself to talk about something else now.
Like I was saying, I went to the gym directly after work, and I think I got there right before five.
Usually I get home from work a little after five so when I looked at my watch before I went inside the gym I smiled because I knew that I was going to get out of the gym a lot earlier than I had been before.
I think I left the gym before six.
Like I said before during the week I go to the gym after work and I sit in the sauna with my sweats so I can lose weight by just sitting there and playing tetris on my phone.
I really like the song ‘take back the city’ by snow patrol.
At first I thought that was a dumb name for a band and I kind of got the feeling that they were more like pop stars instead of musical artist.
But my feelings for them have changed.
Although I don’t think I’ll be purchasing one of their cd’s anytime soon.
One of the newer girls at work told me about this website where you can download games and music.
I think the website was called bittorrent.com or I could be wrong.
My friend chris downloads music and movies from a different website called btjunkie.com.
I keep meaning to checkout those sites but I just haven’t gotten around to it.
Did I mention that I purchased new shoes?
I think their called bounce by adidas.
They are black and red and their really nice.
I just stretched my arms above my head and it felt really nice.
I’m used to typing a couple of sentences and then sitting back and thinking about what I’m going to type next or just stare off into space.
Yeah, I don’t think I really want to go into that today either.
I drank my glass of milk again today and things went smoothly.
I also drank a glass of orange juice.
I think tomorrow I’m going to bring my book with me so that I can read a little while I’m in the sauna after work.
Valentines day is coming up this weekend and I’m not really looking forward to it.
This is one of those days that reminds of how single I really am.
Sorry I stopped again.
I’m not really sure where to go from here.
I have to spend some time some time this weekend cleaning up the place and working on my other blog.
Oh okay, almost done.
Last night I went to bed early.
I think I went up to bed at ten or ten thirty but I ended up masturbating and that of course took a little longer than I wanted it to.
Its not that it actually takes me a long time to climax…
most of the time I spend masturbating is actually spent looking for the right picture or the right movie on the internet.
I’m not going to tell you which porn sites I go to because their bad websites.
Those sites or at least some of those sites will put cookies onto your computer so they can track what your doing.
I’m not talking about the kind of cookie you eat or put your dick into.
Please keep in mind that younger people and people that lack a sense of humor or open mindedness should probably not be reading this.
Now I’m not saying that you put your dick or any other private part into or onto a cookie that you get from chips ahoy or the keebler elves, that is unless your into that kind of kinky stuff.
But me I’m not into that kinky sort of stuff.
What I mean is that there are the kinds of cookies that you eat as a treat and usually contain lots of sugar.
Also there is the kind of cookie that you find on a human female.
The clitoris and the vaginal area of a woman is sometimes, in slang terms, referred to as a cookie.
And no matter how sweet of a person you think she is, don’t think for a moment that her cookie is going to taste like sugar and satisfy your sugar craving.
Although I would imagine that its possible it will satisfy another kind of craving.
I have to stop now cause I went more than a page.

I think hell has almost frozen over.

holy shit!
I actually got a comment!

i went to the gym today after work.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
10:13pm to 10:51pm
I am at my place and I’m sitting here at the messy kitchen table creating a journal entry.
Last night I got an email from suicidegirls.com stating that one of my internet friends had renewed my account with them for three months because my internet friend had a thing for me.
Editor note: Missy, the writer of the email and I think she is the owner of the suicide girls website, said in her email that my internet friend that renewed my sg account with her had a thing for me and wanted to do bad things with me or to me.
In other words, someone wants to fuck me!
But I think its just a promotional thing.
I don’t think I have an internet friend, no really I know that I don’t have an internet friend so I’m pretty sure they sent me that as a promotional thing.
Suicidegirls.com I think I’m spelling that correctly is website that is part porn site slash part socialization blog sort of thing.
The only nude pictures and videos that are on there are of attractive young human females with tattoos and piercings in many places.
Sorry I stopped for a moment there.
Tomorrow I am going to try to go to the gym right after work that way I’ll come home from the gym earlier.
I went to the gym today after work.
After I’m done creating this wonderful journal entry I will get my stuff together for work and the gym so that I don’t have to take that time tomorrow morning.
Also sometime tomorrow I have to purchase bar soap and hand soap.
The toilet and the faucets in the bathrooms started making weird noises after I came home from work today.
Editor note: The toilets and faucets are no longer making funny noises.
I don’t really want to go into that right now because I guess I want to tell you about something else today.
Now if I could only figure out what the hell that was…
Before I started writing this journal I finished off a small glass of orange juice.
I think I will start considering purchasing a dish washer.
I think instead of worrying about using up my old shoes before I purchase new ones I’m just going to get rid of at least some of my old shoes that I don’t wear anymore.
I seem to go through shoes quick.
Angela, who I work with is pregnant and she just started training a new hire.
Angela got married in December in las vegas and she said I think before she went to vegas that was going to stop taking birth control because she was in a hurry to get preggars.
Which is understandable.
I think she is thirty or thirty one and I have a feeling that she is worried that she won’t be able to have kids if she waits any longer.
Her parents are probably putting pressure on her as well to make them some grandbabies.
I’m worried that if I do have children their going to turn out like me and my brother, which would be a bad thing.
Maybe I’ll talk about that some other time.
But on the other hand, if I find someone that I’m really in love with and get married to this woman then I think I would be willing to put up with having children.
On the other hand I actually kind of want to have to children because I don’t want to deprive my self of that experience and I want someone to take care of me when I get old.
Okay, almost done.
Keep going. Angela is most certainly the most attractive woman that I work with at but I’m not sure if she is the most attractive taking into consideration the other girls at the other offices that are apart of the company.
Keep in mind that I have edit this before I put this on my blog!!!!!!!!
After work I came home and I took a shit but before I even got home I went to the bank to cash my check and I think they put it in the right account this time.
I don’t know my checking or my savings account numbers yet.
Angela is overall the hottest piece of ass that I currently know or work with.
I know at least some of the other girls at the other offices are just as physically attractive as she is but I don’t know if they have what I would consider an attractive personality as well. Yesterday and today I drank a small glass of milk!
And it actually turned out okay I think.
I’m lactose intolerant but I can take these pills that will make it possible for me to drink milk.
If I take only one pill though I get really bloated and my tummy hurts and I get gas but if I take two of the them like I did yesterday and today then I don’t feel that discomfort.
Editor note: I still feel some discomfort, but I don't have to shit right after I drink milk if I take these pills.
It can’t be that much longer.
Eventually I want to get to the point where I’m knocking these pages out in like fifteen or twenty minutes.
I don’t mean that I want to sacrifice good content for finishing quickly because I want these to be a little interesting.
I don’t hear my biological clock ticking because its digital, is what I said when the girls at work were having a lunch celebration for one of the other girls at work that is almost ready to go on pregnancy leave.
Some one said that we should just leave the decorations up.
That’s it, I’m over one page again so I have to stop.

I feel like I have a lump in my throat.

Sunday, February 08, 2009
10:12pm
This is my second stream of thought journal entry.
I know that I have done these before but I don’t think I really stuck with the ideal or idea for very long.
That seems to be a thing with me.
I will get into something or I’ll come up with a plan, like to do these journals everyday or to read a book everyday for an hour or something but then I’ll either get bored or even intimidated by it and then I’ll stop for awhile.
Or I’ll just kind of half ass my way through it.
Anyways, I went out to dinner with my dad tonight.
The wine that my dad drank cost more than the rest of our dinner put together.
We went to texas roadhouse.
It’s the steak house place on thirteen mile between Gratiot and little mack.
Dad and I both ordered the bbq chicken.
The first chicken that they gave me was not very hot and it was tough so I sent it back and the one they gave me was so much better.
Dad got the same thing that I did.
This weekend when I went to the gym I wore a pair of shorts and those fancy t-shirts instead of the sweats.
Before I went to the gym on Saturday I actually went to sports authority to purchase a new pair of shorts.
I got a black pair of addias soccer shorts.
They cost me twenty dollars before taxes.
The shorts were made out of the same sort of material that my fancy t-shirts were made out of.
The fancy t-shirts I think are made out 100% nylon and its that really light fabric that is suppose to keep you dry when you sweat.
When I sweat the shorts and the t-shirts still get wet from sweat but they don’t feel as heavy like a cotton t-shirt would be.
The fancy t-shirts that I’m talking about aren’t actually really expensive and they’re not made by a name brand company.
Their nice shirts but I think they cost my dad about the same price as a cotton t-shirt from one of his other suppliers would cost him.
Where as if you bought this kind of shirt from nike or addias it would probably cost at least twenty dollars.
Its ten thirty right now so I think I’m going to stop this now and get ready for bed.